D
Deleted member 21735
Kraken
- Joined
- Aug 24, 2022
- Posts
- 22,253
- Reputation
- 19,397
not so much because she didnt like me but because i lost her FOREVER. because you see, a few weeks after i last saw her Covid happens and that changed lots of things.
she stopped doing lessons in my city, dropped her plans for some online courses she wanted to do, moved back to her home town and basically completely fucking disappeared. maybe she even deleted her instagram.
and i have to live with that. do you know how empty life is like that? my entire world has died since then.
my old itis, even after rejecting me, she was still around because she lived nearby. and id see her and it gave me STRENGTH. I remember seeing that girl after 6 months of not seeing her and i almost cried because she was still ok. I didnt even care whether she liked me or not just seeing her being alive and well was enough for me.
Sadly i didnt have the same luck with my itis. she literally vanished shortly after meeting me and it was permament. now ill never feel anything again so its over for me. fuck everything. fuck my luck.
she stopped doing lessons in my city, dropped her plans for some online courses she wanted to do, moved back to her home town and basically completely fucking disappeared. maybe she even deleted her instagram.
and i have to live with that. do you know how empty life is like that? my entire world has died since then.
my old itis, even after rejecting me, she was still around because she lived nearby. and id see her and it gave me STRENGTH. I remember seeing that girl after 6 months of not seeing her and i almost cried because she was still ok. I didnt even care whether she liked me or not just seeing her being alive and well was enough for me.
Sadly i didnt have the same luck with my itis. she literally vanished shortly after meeting me and it was permament. now ill never feel anything again so its over for me. fuck everything. fuck my luck.