This quote explains how worthless life is

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We live our lives the same way as other creatures - we are born with stars in our eyes, and the world appears to us to be full of magic and potential, only for the blissful illusion of youth to be replaced by a reality that can only produce despair. If you had been forewarned exactly what kind of world you were coming into, would you have entered into it by choice? Of course you wouldn't, but here you are all the same. Nobody should have to even see this world, let alone live through it.

 

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@Carbine

Pessimism.

 

[Crisick]

I'm an optimist

 

[Bug]

I'm an optimist

How, I can not think positive no matter what.

Any small motivations I have for a better future fades in minutes. That is not to say I am not looksmaxxing, trying to make money or whatever but I do not expect anything to come out of it. I see no change possible for my future, it is worthless and pointless either way.

 

[Vermilioncore]

Futile Movements

 

[Crisick]

How, I can not think positive no matter what.

Any small motivations I have for a better future fades in minutes. That is not to say I am not looksmaxxing, trying to make money or whatever but I do not expect anything to come out of it. I see no change possible for my future, it is worthless and pointless either way.

It may be my youth or environment corroding me, how I is happiness in a journey, in the fact that the journey will be complete and it will be all worthwhile. The first step to completing something is to truely believe in it