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i already am in therapy and i still need a therapist fuck it all bro life is so ass i understand why people kill themselves but theyre still retarded for killing themselves
i feel so fucking awkward and i gotta do hella irl stuff but still in my mind with bp but i cant do anything rly about it
and then i just wanna say nigger cuz its the word that holds most rage within
i think we as a human species were all just retarded as fuck always tunnel visioning and shit
like how the fuck do people with autism and down syndrome even exist
like those niggers with down syndrome are they even human bruh do they not have free will
and those niggers w autism can they not just NOT be autistic, not randomly focus on a fucking red dot on a branch idk
like i look bak at myself 1 year ago and im like how retarded wass i
idek if im happy when im happy like i feel like im always just kinda larping in some way
obv dont overthink happinnes and shit but still
but like when u look at other ppl they also seem kinda unhappy ngl
or maybe other niggers just need less to be hpapy
but it dont even matter like imagine julius caesar he was probs pretty happy and shit
but he dead now
so im lowkey better than him lol
i be thinking like so like we need to evaluate the total amount of happinnes/person on earth to see how well we are doing as a human species
but like were people 1000 years ago less happy? idk probs yeah but like if other people are also like me then NO since like i got much more than those
niggers 1000 years ago but id say they were happier than me
so if other ppl are like me then maybe the total amount of happinnes is just a maxed fixed stat
ok i dont actually think that but still
and bruh i dont wanna make my mom sad and shit but shes just kinda retarded and i cant do nun about it and maybe she and my dad even the cause
of like me not reaching my physical potential


bruh i just needed friends
i already am in therapy and i still need a therapist fuck it all bro life is so ass i understand why people kill themselves but theyre still retarded for killing themselves
i feel so fucking awkward and i gotta do hella irl stuff but still in my mind with bp but i cant do anything rly about it
and then i just wanna say nigger cuz its the word that holds most rage within
i think we as a human species were all just retarded as fuck always tunnel visioning and shit
like how the fuck do people with autism and down syndrome even exist
like those niggers with down syndrome are they even human bruh do they not have free will
and those niggers w autism can they not just NOT be autistic, not randomly focus on a fucking red dot on a branch idk
like i look bak at myself 1 year ago and im like how retarded wass i
idek if im happy when im happy like i feel like im always just kinda larping in some way
obv dont overthink happinnes and shit but still
but like when u look at other ppl they also seem kinda unhappy ngl
or maybe other niggers just need less to be hpapy
but it dont even matter like imagine julius caesar he was probs pretty happy and shit
but he dead now
so im lowkey better than him lol
i be thinking like so like we need to evaluate the total amount of happinnes/person on earth to see how well we are doing as a human species
but like were people 1000 years ago less happy? idk probs yeah but like if other people are also like me then NO since like i got much more than those
niggers 1000 years ago but id say they were happier than me
so if other ppl are like me then maybe the total amount of happinnes is just a maxed fixed stat
ok i dont actually think that but still
and bruh i dont wanna make my mom sad and shit but shes just kinda retarded and i cant do nun about it and maybe she and my dad even the cause
of like me not reaching my physical potential