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been working since i was 16, didnt go to college bc i wanted to keep working for money. ever since i was about 14 ive wanted to get surgeries. now 19, ive got the money to get a couple but theres no fucking point. ill forever be ethnic, i will forever be average in height i will forever be a retard and even after surgeries ill still be a normie.
been insecure and socially awkward all my life and still stutter as a fucking adult. no friends and not close with family. barely even have friends online and it feels like they all start disliking me after a month or two. sometimes a year if im lucky.
only thing i still find enjoyment in is going on walks and looking at the nature around me. watching the nature ive known all my life grow with time and watching the ecosystems slowly heal as animals that used to be locally extinct finally are coming back.
not sure for how long ill be able to sustain this. its sickening to watch how disgusting and unfair this world is.
been insecure and socially awkward all my life and still stutter as a fucking adult. no friends and not close with family. barely even have friends online and it feels like they all start disliking me after a month or two. sometimes a year if im lucky.
only thing i still find enjoyment in is going on walks and looking at the nature around me. watching the nature ive known all my life grow with time and watching the ecosystems slowly heal as animals that used to be locally extinct finally are coming back.
not sure for how long ill be able to sustain this. its sickening to watch how disgusting and unfair this world is.
