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Growing up, my life was a nightmare. I wasn’t just ignored by girls—I was outright repulsive. In middle school, I passed a note to a girl I liked, only for her to laugh and show it to her friends. By high school, the rejections became brutal. I asked a girl out in freshman year, and she didn’t just say no—she publicly humiliated me, saying, “Why would I ever date someone like you?” That broke me. No matter what I tried—lifting, joking around, or even just blending in—I was always seen as a loser, a low-tier normie at best. My blackpill hit hard by junior year: my recessed jaw, weak chin, hollow eyes, and narrow frame made it clear I wasn’t even in the game. I spent every night doomscrolling forums, feeling like life had no point if women didn’t want me. The thought of “roping” became constant. Then, I found looksmax.org. At first, I thought it was just another cope, but reading through guides on skincare, mewing, lifting, and surgeries opened my eyes. These weren’t guys wallowing—they were improving, fighting to change their lives. I started working out seriously, tracking every calorie, fixing my posture, and researching treatments I could realistically afford. Over time, the changes added up. My face leaned out, my confidence grew, and for the first time, I started getting noticed. The day a girl at college complimented me, I felt something I’d never felt before: hope. Looksmaxxing didn’t just change my appearance—it gave me a reason to fight. I’m glad I didn’t give up because the blackpill lies. You can escape the pit if you’re willing to work harder than everyone else. Ascension is possible—you just have to earn it.
