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it’s easy to despise what you cannot have
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Once school starts I'm done with this shit site. If you have a normal social life it's either that or this site. I say this as someone who's been lurking on and off this site since 12 years old. I'm grateful for everything I've learned but I'm proof this site will turn you into a loser if you're impressionable.
My experience: I entered the 8th grade acting like if I was some Chad and it was to the point I thought every girl wanted me even if I hadn't even talked to them (legit delusional).
I felt I was invincible so much so when I was dared to slap a cute girls ass by my brodies and I did it fully expecting to go on the sex offender registry list but instead she told the whole school what happened and said she was fine with it. I had everyone asking me if it was true and I was scared shitless thinking my mom would get a phone call from my school saying I raped a girl.
Since I height mog everyone at 6ft and body mogged most skinny fat retarded niggas at my school I became popular. I had girls squeezing my biceps and triceps saying my body was hot and niggas constantly clapping me up in the hallway. I even had dick suckers who wanted to leech off my clout since I was a tall, buff, 8th grader. Girls from the 6th grade would ask me for hugs (JFL)
The downfall: I started lurking here because I was already dopaminemaxxed and wanted more. When I heard all I had to do to increase my looks for my body and face was "leanmaxx" and water fast for a few days I did it. Except I ended up binging and purging for the whole year instead.
I became OBSESSED with this site and I mean every single day from 8AM to 3AM I'd read every single thread one by one on here then read them twice. I went from constant validation, love, admiration and respect to getting shit talked by 6th graders dead serious. I went from popular to quiet nigga who was obsessed with his looks and ironically stopped taking care of himself, always checking himself in the phone.
I legit started skipping class just to lurk here and sleep in the corner of a hallway cause I would feel suicide tier from binging the previous night and seeing the bloat in my face. I couldn't handle it and lost every female friend/FWB I had because I became a bloated autist. All my niggas still rocked with me but I had purposely started avoided them so we weren't as close as before.
The comeback: Thankfully this Corona shit let me relax and dedicate myself to unfucking myself from the eating disorder and BDD I gave myself. I took the time to actually lose weight and regain the muscle that I probably lost from binging and LDARing the whole year and actually apply the shit on here instead of overthinking and underdoing.
TL: DR for all the people who don't want to read the wall of text:
Went from popular delusional narcy who took care of himself who got worshipped by friends and girls to autistic anti social unkempt stinky retard who slept in the hallways at school because I looksminned and lurked on here every day from 8
AM to 3AM in the morning which led me to losing my aesthetics and depressing me even more.
My experience: I entered the 8th grade acting like if I was some Chad and it was to the point I thought every girl wanted me even if I hadn't even talked to them (legit delusional).
I felt I was invincible so much so when I was dared to slap a cute girls ass by my brodies and I did it fully expecting to go on the sex offender registry list but instead she told the whole school what happened and said she was fine with it. I had everyone asking me if it was true and I was scared shitless thinking my mom would get a phone call from my school saying I raped a girl.
Since I height mog everyone at 6ft and body mogged most skinny fat retarded niggas at my school I became popular. I had girls squeezing my biceps and triceps saying my body was hot and niggas constantly clapping me up in the hallway. I even had dick suckers who wanted to leech off my clout since I was a tall, buff, 8th grader. Girls from the 6th grade would ask me for hugs (JFL)
The downfall: I started lurking here because I was already dopaminemaxxed and wanted more. When I heard all I had to do to increase my looks for my body and face was "leanmaxx" and water fast for a few days I did it. Except I ended up binging and purging for the whole year instead.
I became OBSESSED with this site and I mean every single day from 8AM to 3AM I'd read every single thread one by one on here then read them twice. I went from constant validation, love, admiration and respect to getting shit talked by 6th graders dead serious. I went from popular to quiet nigga who was obsessed with his looks and ironically stopped taking care of himself, always checking himself in the phone.
I legit started skipping class just to lurk here and sleep in the corner of a hallway cause I would feel suicide tier from binging the previous night and seeing the bloat in my face. I couldn't handle it and lost every female friend/FWB I had because I became a bloated autist. All my niggas still rocked with me but I had purposely started avoided them so we weren't as close as before.
The comeback: Thankfully this Corona shit let me relax and dedicate myself to unfucking myself from the eating disorder and BDD I gave myself. I took the time to actually lose weight and regain the muscle that I probably lost from binging and LDARing the whole year and actually apply the shit on here instead of overthinking and underdoing.
TL: DR for all the people who don't want to read the wall of text:
Went from popular delusional narcy who took care of himself who got worshipped by friends and girls to autistic anti social unkempt stinky retard who slept in the hallways at school because I looksminned and lurked on here every day from 8
AM to 3AM in the morning which led me to losing my aesthetics and depressing me even more.
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