This was my worst year ever tbh

[DarknLost]

I lost 3 of the most important people in my life this year. I may still get one of them back,but the other 2 are gone forever. Dead. One of them was my grandma. She was my bestie in the family and the one that understood me the most. I used to go to her house every weekend and we talked alot,even used to drink beer together sometimes.
The second one was my elementary best friend. He also died a couple of months ago. We didn't really keep contact after we graduated tbh but he was the closest friend I ever had for sure.
The third most important person that I lost is my oneitis. Luckily she's still alive,and I may still have a chance to bring her back as a friend,but she hates me alot and promised to never talk to me again because of a long story. I behaved retarded basicly.
I have a looong past with her. We used to talk amost everyday,and the memories just haunt me daily. She is the one that can make me the saddest but also the happiest.
I hope I can bring her back somehow.
This year I just also broke the law for the first time,and the police caught me.
The case isn't closed yet and I still have a chance to go to prison because of it.
Who knows,shit may just get worse next year

 

[BigBoy]

im sorry for your loss bro

your grandma wouldnt want to see you like this, change for her