funeral
Iron
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- Oct 7, 2023
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I lost the love of my life because of this stupid fucking website. I became addicted and I couldn't stop looking at the chad, I couldn't even look at my own girlfriend anymore because I desired a partner with masculine features. It got so bad where I had (And still have) a folder on my phone of pictures of hundreds and hundreds of Chads / High Chadlites which I would VERY VERY VERY rarely please myself to. Well while staying the night at her house I was laying in her bed while she was in the shower and FUCKING FELL ASLEEP WITH MY PHONE OPEN WHILE WATCHING "NEVER HAVE I EVER" ON NETFLIX. THEN SOON AFTER I WAS WOKEN UP AFTER SHE WENT THROUGH MY PHONE AND WENT THROUGH MY ALL OF MY FUCKING PHOTOS OF THE CHADS!!!!!! +OVER 20,000 SCHIZO PHOTOS OF ME JUST CHECKING HOW I LOOK....... AND MY SEARCH HISTORY WHICH IS ALL LOOKSMAXXING QUESTIONS AND WEIRD SHIT AND ALL OF MY NOTES IN MY NOTES APP WHERE I SAY THE WORD FOID, I CALLMYSELF SUBHUMAN, AND SAY NIGGER!!! Let's just say we no longer talk and it fucking hurts because she is the only girl that ever treated me human and she actually is very attractive. I have lost all hope and I feel as if I will never meet another girl like her that will go below her looks level for me. This + gazing at chads all day wishing it was me has actually made me start desiring the chads and I am more attracted to men then woman now (I still miss her though i think idk im just so confused...)
;TLDR I don't know who I am anymore and tbh this thread is very unorganized I'm sorry
;TLDR I don't know who I am anymore and tbh this thread is very unorganized I'm sorry
