This world has to be a simulation where everything is against solely me

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Theres no way this world is real
 
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What happened
 
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If you think youre unique, boy i have some news for you
 
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I don't think you've met me yet
 
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why what happened
 
You are targeted less than me
I've also been expelled from college and high school and detained by the feds AND disowned by my mom and the SMALL social circle I already had ... because one day my ex decided to include me in her manifesto to massacre everyone at school ... ???

Well, it's off the MILITARY in T minus 3 months🥺
 
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You're autistic and OP is schizophrenic.
Im just aware of the truman type of show im currently in. I will find an escape route one day
 
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You're autistic and OP is schizophrenic.
I don't think I'm that autistic, or else I wouldn't be able to have a dating life ... but I sure do have some very weird quirks and habits.
 
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You are targeted less than me
Asians got to be the most targeted race after indians
They are retarded manlets with tiny dicks and 0 test which makes them easy targets for 6’2 white chads
 
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Schizo ramblings
 
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I've also been expelled from college and high school and detained by the feds AND disowned by my mom and the SMALL social circle I already had ... because one day my ex decided to include me in her manifesto to massacre everyone at school ... ???

Well, it's off the MILITARY in T minus 3 months🥺
Lowkey in this case shipping out is high IQ
 
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Im just aware of the truman type of show im currently in. I will find an escape route one day
You're an interesting individual.

I don't think I'm that autistic, or else I wouldn't be able to have a dating life ... but I sure do have some very weird quirks and habits.
I'm concerned about how warped your view on life experiences are. Autists tend to show a bit of disrespect that they're not aware of. This can derail your relationships. So, based on certain things you told me about your time with your exes and whatnot, it seems like that may be the case.
 
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Asians got to be the most targeted race after indians
They are retarded manlets with tiny dicks and 0 test which makes them easy targets for 6’2 white chads
Yes yes

Irl i was a bully victim! I was physically and verbally assaulted everyday!!!!!!!
 
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Yes yes

Irl i was a bully victim! I was physically and verbally assaulted everyday!!!!!!!
Why didn’t you do anything to fight back you are just reinforcing what everybody already thinks about Asians
Niggas that take that shit like you are the reason Asian race is so looked down upon
 
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You're an interesting individual.


I'm concerned about how warped your view on life experiences are. Autists tend to show a bit of disrespect that they're not aware of. This can derail your relationships. So, based on certain things you told me about your time with your exes and whatnot, it seems like that may be the case.
Good point, many of my exes have detailed that I am so rude and cold towards them ... no matter how hard I try to soften my delivery (regarding any uncomfortable information they don't want to hear), they never seem to feel comforted by my words. I don't have a single ex that doesn't genuinely despise me. But, what do you mean "how warped your view on life experiences are", do you mind elaborating?
 
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Why didn’t you do anything to fight back you are just reinforcing what everybody already thinks about Asians
Niggas that take that shit like you are the reason Asian race is so looked down upon
I have no test!!!! Us asians are targets for bullying!! I am chinese!
 
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Why didn’t you do anything to fight back you are just reinforcing what everybody already thinks about Asians
Niggas that take that shit like you are the reason Asian race is so looked down upon
I don't think you understand that he is being overwhelmingly dramatic and negative towards hapa's/asian's (I think as a form of rage?) for how ridiculous .org stereotypes are ...
 
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Good point, many of my exes have detailed that I am so rude and cold towards them ... no matter how hard I try to soften my delivery (regarding any uncomfortable information they don't want to hear), they never seem to feel comforted by my words. I don't have a single ex that doesn't genuinely despise me. But, what do you mean "how warped your view on life experiences are", do you mind elaborating?
I mean the way you recall your relationships may not be correct. If you have a mild social disability, then the way you recount your time with your exes may not be entirely correct. I'm not saying you're not encountering genuinely evil people, but we can't be sure if the way you recall your time with them is accurate. You may be doing something that you're not aware of that is hindering your relationships and ultimately makes them seek revenge.

Normies are very egotistical and will seek a form of revenge. Can you elaborate on the manifesto thing you just mentioned? That's new to me and sounds like serious info you left out.

Also, let's start with your current ex, are you in a good relationship with her? Does she see you as a rude and cold individual?
 
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Why didn’t you do anything to fight back you are just reinforcing what everybody already thinks about Asians
Niggas that take that shit like you are the reason Asian race is so looked down upon
Lmao the reason asians are looked down upon is because 99% of us are midgets and ugly as fuck. Even if whites were high inhib / asians were low inhib and high t, asians would still be the most discriminated. How the fuck are caucasoids supposed to view flat pancake faced mongoloid chinkmunks as the same species, let alone equals?
 
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I mean the way you recall your relationships may not be correct. If you have a mild social disability, then the way you recount your time with your exes may not be entirely correct. I'm not saying you're not encountering genuinely evil people, but we can't be sure if the way you recall your time with them is accurate. You may be doing something that you're not aware of that is hindering your relationships and ultimately makes them seek revenge.

Normies are very egotistical and will seek a form of revenge. Can you elaborate on the manifesto thing you just mentioned? That's new to me and sounds like serious info you left out.

Also, let's start with your current ex, are you in a good relationship with her? Does she see you as a rude and cold individual?
I'm in a relationship right now ... she's given me the most any woman has ever had ... and we lost our virginity together, but alas, she sees me as a cold and rude individual and now ... closeted???

My current ex ... she went into psychosis and believed she was the final lifeform of Adam Lanza, and that she had been sent to this planet to save me?? Admittedly, I validated her psychosis because I wanted to get back with her ... Which led to her posting herself cheating on her boyfriend with me, and sending her manifesto to everyone at school (without my knowledge) ... To be safe, both of us were withdrawn from school, and she was sent to a psychiatric ward for a total of 50-something days. Upon getting out ... despite my best efforts to write her letters and keep the relationship going ... she got back with her ex and blocked me on everything, stating that I'm "evil, controlling, and manipulative at my core" or something ... To be fair, throughout 2023 to 2024, I would often lead her on, cheat on her, and ghost her for days ... I didn't intend to hurt her, but I was just 16 man.

4 months later ... It's most definitely better that we're no longer together, and I guess she did get her "get back" ... But fuck man, I feel like the consequences given to me are disproportionate to the crime, I suppose.
 
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I'm in a relationship right now ... she's given me the most any woman has ever had ... and we lost our virginity together, but alas, she sees me as a cold and rude individual and now ... closeted???
It's because you showed her your femboy reposts. She thinks you're gay because of that and sees them as sort of competition, which gives her anxiety. Your interests don't matter as long as you don't tell them to her. Otherwise, you'll be judged based on how weird or non-NT your interests are.

... she got back with her ex and blocked me on everything, stating that I'm "evil, controlling, and manipulative at my core" or something ... To be fair, throughout 2023 to 2024, I would often lead her on, cheat on her, and ghost her for days ... I didn't intend to hurt her, but I was just 16 man.
This is questionable behavior on your part, but your main error here is not seeing red flags in hoes because of your ND. Normal guys would have steered clear of her because NT people can read red flags from a mile away. The reason she acted this way is because she's much crazier than the average girl. If you got with a normal one and did this, then maybe she would have simply ghosted you instead of doing all of this crazy shit. A lot of girls are passive.

... But fuck man, I feel like the consequences given to me are disproportionate to the crime, I suppose.
You feel this way, but it's actually because you act a certain way and share interests that trigger your partners. Combined with not being able to see red flags, you'll experience this more as you get with crazy bitches and trigger them. The reason you're having a better time with this new girl is because she seems more patient and normal, and you likely toned down your odd behavior.

It's not bad luck. It's your ND disability hindering you in life.
 
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Peak delusion. No one in real life gives a fuck about you
 
It's because you showed her your femboy reposts. She thinks you're gay because of that and sees them as sort of competition, which gives her anxiety. Your interests don't matter as long as you don't tell them to her. Otherwise, you'll be judged based on how weird or non-NT your interests are.


This is questionable behavior on your part, but your main error here is not seeing red flags in hoes because of your ND. Normal guys would have steered clear of her because NT people can read red flags from a mile away. The reason she acted this way is because she's much crazier than the average girl. If you got with a normal one and did this, then maybe she would have simply ghosted you instead of doing all of this crazy shit. A lot of girls are passive.


You feel this way, but it's actually because you act a certain way and share interests that trigger your partners. Combined with not being able to see red flags, you'll experience this more as you get with crazy bitches and trigger them. The reason you're having a better time with this new girl is because she seems more patient and normal, and you likely toned down your odd behavior.

It's not bad luck. It's your ND disability hindering you in life.

If I could rep you twice (for the effort) I would ..

I see, the questionable behavior … I admit in all honesty i’m at fault for how I treated her.

I feel as if I can detect many red flags in women … but something in my brain dosen’t click, it’s as if I genuinely don’t care.
 
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