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For background, I’m a recessed severe acne scar 25 year truecel sub-human virgin.
I personally find it hard to avoid emotions, but sometimes they are strong that it’s very self-destructive. I am rotting for hours every single day and have been for the past 7-8 years ever since I got severe cystic acne and scarring (worse than 3rd degree burn victim), on top of being jawcel.
So, I am thinking of finding a way to control or at least moderate the emotions because I don’t want to rot all day forever, but am not in the position that I can rope right now (maybe in a few years).
Something that has helped as a cope is comparing myself to burn victims or deformed syndrome patients like downies and accepting that that is how I’m viewed by society, so I should just say “fuck off” because it’s not my fault. I am not part of the normie society that 99.9% of people live in - it’s a different world for me.
I personally find it hard to avoid emotions, but sometimes they are strong that it’s very self-destructive. I am rotting for hours every single day and have been for the past 7-8 years ever since I got severe cystic acne and scarring (worse than 3rd degree burn victim), on top of being jawcel.
So, I am thinking of finding a way to control or at least moderate the emotions because I don’t want to rot all day forever, but am not in the position that I can rope right now (maybe in a few years).
Something that has helped as a cope is comparing myself to burn victims or deformed syndrome patients like downies and accepting that that is how I’m viewed by society, so I should just say “fuck off” because it’s not my fault. I am not part of the normie society that 99.9% of people live in - it’s a different world for me.
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