Time To Move On ?

[Deleted member 3990]

Spoiler: Optional: My Music for this thread lol

I have hit new lows in depression and lethargy
Even little problems, like friends shutting me off, bother me now, eventhough I wouldnt have cared about this in a healthy-state (hell, they might not have even shut me off in the first place)
But those are by far not my biggest problems
Those problems are not big at all, but I just cant find any pleasure in anything anymore and my life has dulled out, I also became very asocial over the last few years

I hope this is a turning point for me because I cant keep rotting and wither away, but still, my lethargy is far too big to handle
Lethargy accompanied me nearly my whole life and it is surpressing me eversince
I still can laugh here and there easily, can feel rage and other emotions, but they cool off quickly and even in those emotional and vivid moments, I remember that I cant escape my sad state
Is it the end for me on .me?
I am wandering around with no dreams or true destinations and I cant trick myself to do so either
Thats the depressive state most of us have here, eventhough most are still in the denial phase

If I abruptly quit and wont return, dont worry, I am far from killing myself (I hope so)
Still, I want to send Kudos to my Bros if the latter takes place:
@Pendejo @tincelw @Dyorotic2 @forwardgrowth @Chintuck22 @Goblin @RichardSpencel @Kingkellz @Gudru @pisslord (?) @SpearOfOrion @SikKunt @Over @anti caking agents @Golden Glass @SayNoToRotting @Tony @Ritalincel @curryslayerordeath (?)
Thanks @Lorsss
Also Thanks to @Mayorga @Cretinous @Seth Walsh (and also you, Dyo) for I have always looked up to you

 

[Tony]

time to fuken shekelberging

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Didnt tag me, fuck off

 

[Roping Subhuman]

Godspeed.

 

[Deleted member 3990]

Didnt tag me, fuck off

Who are you

 

[Danish_Retard]

I agree completely. I joined ~ 1 month ago and I have already spent 18 days here. I am wasting all my time on this shit, I am failing in school because of it. I don't have any dreams or aspirations either. I will quit sometime soon too. Good luck with your life bro, I hope you can quit successfully.

 

[Kingkellz]

Stay safe Doc,
You can always pm me...you know where else to find me.

 

[Tony]

I agree completely. I joined ~ 1 month ago and I have already spent 18 days here. I am wasting all my time on this shit, I am failing in school because of it. I don't have any dreams or aspirations either. I will quit sometime soon too. Good luck with your life bro, I hope you can quit successfully.

Apr 20, 2020

 

[Deleted member 6475]

Stay safe Doc,
You can always pm me...you know where else to find me.

mirin post rep ratio and mod rank

 

[Danish_Retard]

Apr 20, 2020

Yet I have spend most of my waking time on this site. Me being new here doesn't mean that I have not been consumed and need to quit.

 

[Tony]

Yet I have spend most of my waking time on this site. Me being new here doesn't mean that I have not been consumed and need to quit.

sperg

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Who are you

A main character on this forum my dear doc

 

[Danish_Retard]

sperg

bark for me permarotter

 

[Tony]

A main character on this forum my dear doc

im the only doc here

 

[balding17yomanletcel]

not a word

 

[Deleted member 1560]

im the only doc here

OP is the only doc in this forum son

 

[blood]

i understand bro, i will pray that your life will be fixed.

 

[Deleted member 5052]

This is a phase op. Don't worry it won't be like this forever. I've also gone through this but since I'm low iq it didn't last long for me lol.

 

[Tony]

OP is the only doc in this forum son

@cocainecowboy dis4grees,

 

[Mayorga]

Godspeed, man. Better days always come.

 

[Deleted member 1560]

@cocainecowboy dis4grees,

@cocainecowboy = cuck

 

[Magnesium]

Lethargic? cope by taking magnesium supplement and greentea just like me. I don't know why people spending all their time here and quit forever like it's a fulltime job. Why can't you just visit this site just whenever you want/need to and taking a break whenever you want/need to too? but anyway good luck and don't give up doc, just like you said we are all in this situation whether we want to admit it or not, you're not alone

 

[lookismfugee]

yeah man that sucks. im slowly but fixing myself aswell

 

[Tony]

 

[Deleted member 1680]

@Ritalincel + @Yoyome99 =

 

[Over]

Spoiler: Optional: My Music for this thread lol

I have hit new lows in depression and lethargy
Even little problems, like friends shutting me off, bother me now, eventhough I wouldnt have cared about this in a healthy-state (hell, they might not have even shut me off in the first place)
But those are by far not my biggest problems
Those problems are not big at all, but I just cant find any pleasure in anything anymore and my life has dulled out, I also became very asocial over the last few years

I hope this is a turning point for me because I cant keep rotting and wither away, but still, my lethargy is far too big to handle
Lethargy accompanied me nearly my whole life and it is surpressing me eversince
I still can laugh here and there easily, can feel rage and other emotions, but they cool off quickly and even in those emotional and vivid moments, I remember that I cant escape my sad state
Is it the end for me on .me?
I am wandering around with no dreams or true destinations and I cant trick myself to do so either
Thats the depressive state most of us have here, eventhough most are still in the denial phase

If I abruptly quit and wont return, dont worry, I am far from killing myself (I hope so)
Still, I want to send Kudos to my Bros if the latter takes place:
@Pendejo @tincelw @Dyorotic2 @forwardgrowth @Chintuck22 @Goblin @RichardSpencel @Kingkellz @Gudru @pisslord (?) @SpearOfOrion @SikKunt @Over @anti caking agents @Golden Glass @SayNoToRotting @Tony @Ritalincel @curryslayerordeath (?)
Thanks @Lorsss
Also Thanks to @Mayorga @Cretinous @Seth Walsh (and also you, Dyo) for I have always looked up to you

You'll ascend dont worry you are king

 

[Deleted member 5632]

TBH it is time for many of us to leave....

 

[Deleted member 1560]

@Ritalincel + @Yoyome99 =
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[SpearOfOrion]

I have a special care for you because when I first joined your name/avi was burned in my mind. You're the first member I actually 'remember'.

Yeah man, I feel like I have to move on as well. It was a good run to LARP with everyone here and talk shit but duty calls, I can't just spend my life as a NEET browsing this hours a day, need to focus on finishing college (im in my last year) and one day find a stable job. I can relate to you man, and all I can say is be strong, you have my support. If you ever need to vent you are free to PM me.


TBH I love most people in this forum. Here I feel like I can be 100% true without judgement, something that was never accepted IRL. You are my brothers. Doctor you'd make a good friend irl

 

[Seth Walsh]

Spoiler: Optional: My Music for this thread lol

I have hit new lows in depression and lethargy
Even little problems, like friends shutting me off, bother me now, eventhough I wouldnt have cared about this in a healthy-state (hell, they might not have even shut me off in the first place)
But those are by far not my biggest problems
Those problems are not big at all, but I just cant find any pleasure in anything anymore and my life has dulled out, I also became very asocial over the last few years

I hope this is a turning point for me because I cant keep rotting and wither away, but still, my lethargy is far too big to handle
Lethargy accompanied me nearly my whole life and it is surpressing me eversince
I still can laugh here and there easily, can feel rage and other emotions, but they cool off quickly and even in those emotional and vivid moments, I remember that I cant escape my sad state
Is it the end for me on .me?
I am wandering around with no dreams or true destinations and I cant trick myself to do so either
Thats the depressive state most of us have here, eventhough most are still in the denial phase

If I abruptly quit and wont return, dont worry, I am far from killing myself (I hope so)
Still, I want to send Kudos to my Bros if the latter takes place:
@Pendejo @tincelw @Dyorotic2 @forwardgrowth @Chintuck22 @Goblin @RichardSpencel @Kingkellz @Gudru @pisslord (?) @SpearOfOrion @SikKunt @Over @anti caking agents @Golden Glass @SayNoToRotting @Tony @Ritalincel @curryslayerordeath (?)
Thanks @Lorsss
Also Thanks to @Mayorga @Cretinous @Seth Walsh (and also you, Dyo) for I have always looked up to you

Bro take care of yourself. What you're feeling now is temporary and you will feel better in the future

 

[Deleted member 3583]

I wish you well brother. Truly

 

[Deleted member 6908]

I agree completely. I joined ~ 1 month ago and I have already spent 18 days here. I am wasting all my time on this shit, I am failing in school because of it. I don't have any dreams or aspirations either. I will quit sometime soon too. Good luck with your life bro, I hope you can quit successfully.

Failing in school because of it?

We're still in lockdown?

 

[Danish_Retard]

Failing in school because of it?

We're still in lockdown?

final tests are in a couple of weeks and I haven't studied or handed in any of the necessary assignments. I am a weak low IQ subhuman tbh tbh

 

[Deleted member 6908]

final tests are in a couple of weeks and I haven't studied or handed in any of the necessary assignments. I am a weak low IQ subhuman tbh tbh

You are high average IQ at worst. I've read your posts.

It's what you do in college that counts and matters. I wouldn't worry.

 

[Danish_Retard]

You are high average IQ at worst. I've read your posts.

It's what you do in college that counts and matters. I wouldn't worry.

I won't get into uni at this rate tbh jfl
But you're right. I have plenty of time to turn my life around.

 

[curryslayerordeath]

I have noticed the same depressive mindset embed itself into my brain recently too. You're one of the smartest people I've ever seen online, which may cause you to think too deeply into the misery of life sometimes. Try and continue your procedures, while simultaneously putting yourself in new situations and finding a new pursuit. You should go and hang out with your old friends even if you don't really see the appeal in their activities or rot with others on games even if you have to switch.

Even though a lot of people here may be introverted and/or well below the looks barrier, humans are inherently social creatures and we require a purpose in life. Maybe more interaction and success in higher study will change your mental state (at least that's what I hope for myself).

Good luck man, hope everything works out for u in the end

 

[Schizoidcel]

Finasteride claims another victim.

But tbh hope you get better OP, I will have to rope soon too so you're not alone. I recommend intense daily exercise and vitamin D supplementation.

 

[MogTheMogger]

its not always ogre, you can always come back sometimes, its the thing of this site, that we'll get reminded that we should ascend, who knows you one day will meet somebody. godspeed doc.

 

[pisslord]

@SikKuntsaid I wanted to tell him but can't message him anymore on discuck

 

[RAITEIII]

 

[anti caking agents]

Spoiler: Optional: My Music for this thread lol

I have hit new lows in depression and lethargy
Even little problems, like friends shutting me off, bother me now, eventhough I wouldnt have cared about this in a healthy-state (hell, they might not have even shut me off in the first place)
But those are by far not my biggest problems
Those problems are not big at all, but I just cant find any pleasure in anything anymore and my life has dulled out, I also became very asocial over the last few years

I hope this is a turning point for me because I cant keep rotting and wither away, but still, my lethargy is far too big to handle
Lethargy accompanied me nearly my whole life and it is surpressing me eversince
I still can laugh here and there easily, can feel rage and other emotions, but they cool off quickly and even in those emotional and vivid moments, I remember that I cant escape my sad state
Is it the end for me on .me?
I am wandering around with no dreams or true destinations and I cant trick myself to do so either
Thats the depressive state most of us have here, eventhough most are still in the denial phase

If I abruptly quit and wont return, dont worry, I am far from killing myself (I hope so)
Still, I want to send Kudos to my Bros if the latter takes place:
@Pendejo @tincelw @Dyorotic2 @forwardgrowth @Chintuck22 @Goblin @RichardSpencel @Kingkellz @Gudru @pisslord (?) @SpearOfOrion @SikKunt @Over @anti caking agents @Golden Glass @SayNoToRotting @Tony @Ritalincel @curryslayerordeath (?)
Thanks @Lorsss
Also Thanks to @Mayorga @Cretinous @Seth Walsh (and also you, Dyo) for I have always looked up to you

Writing this in the hopes that it can help you. Firstly, in regards to your little problems. They are a symptom of your greater overarching problems. I may be hard projecting, in this short letter, so I apologize if thats the case. Know I only come from the best of intentions.

Obviously, you would not have cared about the so called small problems in a healthy-state. But when you have little in life, each reduction, - each loss is felt ever the more keenly. The core of your problems would in my opinion be your aforementioned lethargy, as someone who has struggled with the same issue for years - the only thing that offered me salvation was central nervous stimulants. With them I feel alive and life vibrant and without them I am like a zombie screeching for energy rather than brains.

Perhaps this would be an avenue for you to consider? I think it could do wonders for you. Because without energy to spend it is no wonder that life in general is black and white.

Those problems are not big at all, but I just cant find any pleasure in anything anymore and my life has dulled out, I also became very asocial over the last few years

Generally, I like to apply Maslow´s Hiearchy of Needs, whenever I am feeling lost because it is in my opinion, spot on. Self-actualization should be the goal in life for everyone, and what it means - that is for each and every person to decide upon. However it is hard to focus on more abstract concepts and goals in life when ones is lacking the other creature comforts below the tip of the pyramid. Hard to focus the greater aspects in life when you lack what most people take for granted. Once again, hard projecting here.

Most of the content in the pyramid is water. However in my opinion there is an underlying segment below, physiological needs - that most people do not consider or perhaps; it should be included into it the category but conventionally is not. Ultimately to enjoy life you require a healthy body - few are those who can enjoy life while feeling physically like shit due to ill health. And a lack of energy is without a doubt an emergent property of several different factors, whether they arise to physical or psychological reasons. Any plan of yours, should focus on solving your lack of energy, first and foremost before you gaze further up the pyramid.

In order to pursue intrinsic motivation higher up Maslow's hierarchy, Physiological needs must be met first.

I think, and obviously, I am mostly speculating here but the reason behind you wandering about aimlessly with no dreams or destinations in mind, like a sailor lost at sea constantly searching for a sign of land - is because fundamentally you lack a basic physiological need. You have a goal in plain sight, just before your eyes aka, solving your lack of energy.

How is your sleep? Your diet? Do you get a lot of fresh air? Stale air is honestly such a hidden bogeyman in modern society, just look up sick building syndrome, the recent studies by Harvard on the cognitive effects of the C02 levels of the air one breathes has on you. Personally fresh air has done a lot for me. I do not know if you remember as a child coming into a classroom and feeling all dowry and sleepy. If you are like me you thought nothing of it but now in hindsight, I recognize that the high levels of C02 in the classroom was without a doubt the culprit. Eitherway I am rambling, and am just writing stream of consciousness. But I hope you have a extract something useful from this or failing that, hopefully at least this message, conveys that I care about you and that being said - DMs are always open for you.