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Zephir
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While nearly everyone around me is talking about V-Day and posting shit on their insta, I am realizing what a genetic failure I am.
I am so sick of being unattractive and constantly being replaced.
The last few years have been a nightmare.
It started way back in 2015 when I dated a beautiful girl who led me on for awhile as her bf, then ghosted me, then got back in touch with me and spent a night with me, then I ran in to her at the movies with her new bf. That was followed by a 3 year relationship where after the first year we had a break and I got cucked followed by another two years and I got cucked again. That was followed by the girl I thought was the one and she seemed so into me but a year later broke up with me out of nowhere for someone else I'm sure, I just cannot verify. I'm always the runner up. I'm never the main choice. I find girls I'm so in to I don't even notice other girls, but I never get the same back.
Well enough is enough. I cannot afford all the surgery that I need in a reasonable time frame but as much as I rail against fillers, it's my only option now. It is the only thing that I can afford basically next month and start improving now. I am going to get something similar to the male model makeover the doc in NYC offers.
I am going to try and get the cheekbones and gonial angle similar to this as much as possible and reshape and add volume to my upper lip.
While I will never be able to look like this guy, I hope to get sharper and higher cheekbones, a thicker upper lip with a more defined cupid's bow, and squared off gonial angles. It may take a lot of filler.
I'd way rather have custom implants but I cannot wait for 8 years when I have 30k finally saved when I can get filler for 4k every year to year and a half and have it make a difference now.
This is my starting point. I will post after pics in a few months.
I am so sick of being unattractive and constantly being replaced.
The last few years have been a nightmare.
It started way back in 2015 when I dated a beautiful girl who led me on for awhile as her bf, then ghosted me, then got back in touch with me and spent a night with me, then I ran in to her at the movies with her new bf. That was followed by a 3 year relationship where after the first year we had a break and I got cucked followed by another two years and I got cucked again. That was followed by the girl I thought was the one and she seemed so into me but a year later broke up with me out of nowhere for someone else I'm sure, I just cannot verify. I'm always the runner up. I'm never the main choice. I find girls I'm so in to I don't even notice other girls, but I never get the same back.
Well enough is enough. I cannot afford all the surgery that I need in a reasonable time frame but as much as I rail against fillers, it's my only option now. It is the only thing that I can afford basically next month and start improving now. I am going to get something similar to the male model makeover the doc in NYC offers.
I am going to try and get the cheekbones and gonial angle similar to this as much as possible and reshape and add volume to my upper lip.
While I will never be able to look like this guy, I hope to get sharper and higher cheekbones, a thicker upper lip with a more defined cupid's bow, and squared off gonial angles. It may take a lot of filler.
I'd way rather have custom implants but I cannot wait for 8 years when I have 30k finally saved when I can get filler for 4k every year to year and a half and have it make a difference now.
This is my starting point. I will post after pics in a few months.
