klimo
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I'm extremely skinny and I'm 140 pounds at 6'5. Today i wanted to go to the gym because i couldn't stand looking at my frail body in the mirror after showering. When i went to the gym i wanted to hit chest so i went to the bench press, i went to the gym 2 years ago when i was 13 and i remember hitting 100 pounds with ease (i was very fat and strong back then but i developed anorexia which is why i'm extremely skinny right now). I put 95 pounds on the bar and after lifting it off i thought i was about to die. The bar instantly came down to my chest and i tried to push it up but i couldn't. My dumbass accidentally put the safety bars too low so a group of teenagers my age came to help. One of them said "Bro how are you this tall and so weak" and they all started laughing. I had to lie and say that i had a neuromuscular disease so that they would leave me alone. Why was I bullied into starving myself? I wish i could go back to my 14 year old self and stop me from doing all this. I don't think i will ever go to the gym again this experience was just so brutal. I left immediately after this happened i hope i never see those group of teenagers again.