Today im free

[Deleted member 115987]

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[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

I was gonna read dbut I changed mymind

 

[fr0st]

19 years of my life i followed man made things.For all of the time after gaining my conciousness my worth was mainly was from other peoples views/opinions.I was a slave of others.Today i am free.Maybe this was what pain was trying to teach me.Nature makes me feel less lonely.And it pushes me to find a meaning.Nobody in my entire life including my own blood cared about me.Because love is dead.It doesnt exist in modern times with all this societal bullshit.Well if anybody is going to be with me i promise i will show you real love.The love that was 1000s of years ago.Though all of us are ruined and there is ntohing we can do.The end has already started.But every end is a new beginning.We just dont get to experience it.The cycle of life is discomfort,thrive,comfort and torture.And we are at the torture part.Ironic that the most comfortable times of all the mankind lived we are the most mentally ill.They couldnt see this.Everything that done was for nothing.Every push meant nothing.Life is like a ball,A cycle where it bounces up and falls down.Truly sad.

yeah you should give me all your shit so you can disconnect fully

 

[Deleted member 115987]

I was gonna read dbut I changed mymind

yeah you should give me all your shit so you can disconnect fully

your decision