Today was so fucking brootal

[lightskinbengali]

my school held an event for seniors, my life has been a series of constant humiliations at this point so I decide to go despite being a friendless abused dog. The minute I arrive at the stadium I see nt normies, manlets, and ltns uglier than me with their girlfriends while I’m just walking aimlessly because I have no one to talk to. I sit down and try to scroll through my phone but get hit by a bunch of balls and a water bottle, people laugh loudly at my subhumanity and I do too. I have absolutely no one to stand up for me. Finally everybody goes to the field to take the senior year photo, I stand in the far back to not get humiliated more. I fucking hate my subhuman brain wiring, the cards god gave me were bought from some pawn shop innit.

 

[Jamaldickjavontus]

this how i be feeling at church aint got nobody to talk to blud

 

[Jamaldickjavontus]

nt normies, manlets, and ltns uglier than me with their girlfriends

this.The internet made it seem like you gotta be a above average white chad but i see short ethnics with their htb-stacylite gfs which stopped making me believe in the blackpill to an extent

 

[5.5psl]

Face rating out of 10 ?
Height ?

 

[5.5psl]

this.The internet made it seem like you gotta be a above average white chad but i see short ethnics with their htb-stacylite gfs which stopped making me believe in the blackpill to an extent

Yeh but are they attracted to their bf's ?
I literally hear girls in relationships talk about other hot guys and how they'll swap their bf's for him.
Bp is 100% right

 

[lightskinbengali]

this.The internet made it seem like you gotta be a above average white chad but i see short ethnics with their htb-stacylite gfs which stopped making me believe in the blackpill to an extent

Jfl I rotted last year fucking looksmaxxing instead of focusing on developing a friend group and getting a gf.

 

[lightskinbengali]

Face rating out of 10 ?
Height ?

6.8/10 face (best feature is harmony) and 6 ft 0.5 with 1 inch lifts. Even if I frauded everything I still wouldn’t be able to compete with a 6 ft 3 WASP football player and I’d still be a target for normies.

 

[lightskinbengali]

Yeh but are they attracted to their bf's ?
I literally hear girls in relationships talk about other hot guys and how they'll swap their bf's for him.
Bp is 100% right

I know but I still think I would’ve been able to snatch an ethnic Becky at the very least last year since I mog your avg ethnic by a fair margin.

 

[Deleted member 24712]

6.5/10 face (best feature is harmony) and 6 ft 0.5 with 1 inch lifts. Even if I frauded everything I still wouldn’t be able to compete with a 6 ft 3 WASP football player and I’d still be a target for normies.

larp or u look hella non-nt

 

[lightskinbengali]

larp or u look hella non-nt

I do look non-nt from how I dress and normies can easily tell if you’re aspie from just a glance.

 

[Deleted member 24712]

I do look non-nt from how I dress and normies can easily tell if you’re aspie from just a glance.

pm a picture cuz theres no way this happened

I sit down and try to scroll through my phone but get hit by a bunch of balls and a water bottle, people laugh loudly at my subhumanity and I do too.

this the type of shit u see in a dhar man video

 

[lightskinbengali]

pm a picture cuz theres no way this happened

this the type of shit u see in a dhar man video

Ok I might’ve lied about the water bottle part but I accidentally got hit by a ball though I think they were laughing at me…

 

[Deleted member 24712]

Ok I might’ve lied about the water bottle part but I accidentally got hit by a ball though I think they were laughing at me…

ur just high inhib and really anxious then

unless u send me a pic so i can tell u if u look non nt

 

[lightskinbengali]

ur just high inhib and really anxious then

unless u send me a pic so i can tell u if u look non nt

I’ll pm a pic later but I just wear a black hoodie/jacket and sweats. I also have long hair that covers my face.

 

[karbo]

my school held an event for seniors, my life has been a series of constant humiliations at this point so I decide to go despite being a friendless abused dog. The minute I arrive at the stadium I see nt normies, manlets, and ltns uglier than me with their girlfriends while I’m just walking aimlessly because I have no one to talk to. I sit down and try to scroll through my phone but get hit by a bunch of balls and a water bottle, people laugh loudly at my subhumanity and I do too. I have absolutely no one to stand up for me. Finally everybody goes to the field to take the senior year photo, I stand in the far back to not get humiliated more. I fucking hate my subhuman brain wiring, the cards god gave me were bought from some pawn shop innit.

Its a brutal world out here. I used to be like that, then used every single narcotic, new psychoactive substance, prescription medication and every supplement known to man to try and fit in, then finally embraced being the unique autist I am
You will ascend when you realize you don't have to blend in, and in fact it is not your weakness but STRENGTH that you stand out

 

[lightskinbengali]

Its a brutal world out here. I used to be like that, then used every single narcotic, new psychoactive substance, prescription medication and every supplement known to man to try and fit in, then finally embraced being the unique autist I am
You will ascend when you realize you don't have to blend in, and in fact it is not your weakness but STRENGTH that you stand out

Thank you for the advice brocel, I have tons of online friends but can’t translate it over to real life since I was ostracized for my looks before. The ironic thing is I became less social the more I focused on looksmaxxing. I hope I find the right friend group someday maybe when college starts.

 

[Jamaldickjavontus]

Yeh but are they attracted to their bf's ?
I literally hear girls in relationships talk about other hot guys and how they'll swap their bf's for him.
Bp is 100% right

still better than rotting on here or being lone