toxicpill is brutal

[Deleted member 7901]

I never realized how attracted I was to toxic people before, it was all normal,
and actually I enjoy more being around toxic friends IRL and attracted to toxic females

I think its because I was growing with toxic people since age 0,
my household is extremely toxic, there is always stress, my father always gives me random tasks,
and always annoys me and gaslights me later (in fact he did that while I was typing this thread jfl), my mom has episodes where she has a very high stress
for no reason, and many of the people I was growing up were very toxic towards me

I have good friends right now, but I can't really enjoy them, I don't enjoy going out with them much,
and I don't join our discord calls when they play games, I have a high attraction to obscure forums, discords and telegrams
where the people there are fucked up in the head and there is a lot of drama and there interesting weirdos as well,
in a weird way it feels like home

I guess that being exposed for so much shit will always keep you toxic, I think that many people here are addicted
to those kind of communities as well for similar reasons

 

[Deleted member 6380]

Do u have adhd bro? Alot of people here have it

 

[Deleted member 4430]

ironic avi

 

[Hozay]

I know exactly where you're coming from, my irl social circle isn't toxic at all like my old friends online and life has never been so much better. Cutting toxic people out of your life is a super power. Internet im toxic to people who i dont give a shit about socially about but irl im completely different.

 

[turkproducer]

Fuck fake friends

 

[Deleted member 7901]

Fuck fake friends

all friends are fake, and all people who are not genetically related to you don't give a fuck up about you
friendship is more of exchange

 

[Deleted member 12669]

all friends are fake, and all people who are not genetically related to you don't give a fuck up about you
friendship is more of exchange

Thats incorrect, family are fake asf as well

 

[Deleted member 7901]

Thats incorrect, family are fake asf as well

families are way more likely to help each other then someone who's not related
even if many times families don't care

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

I like talking to weirdos and mentally ill people as well but I don't make them my friends lol

 

[Deleted member 7901]

I like talking to weirdos and mentally ill people as well but I don't make them my friends lol

I never said I call them friends

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

I enjoy more being around toxic friends IRL and attracted to toxic females

 

[TsarTsar444]

all friends are fake, and all people who are not genetically related to you don't give a fuck up about you
friendship is more of exchange

Thats not really true lol, not all friendships are fake

 

[Deleted member 7901]

I like talking to weirdos and mentally ill people as well but I don't make them my friends lol

Toxic doesn't mean mentally ill, and I don't go out with them anymore because its super unhealthy