currymaxxer888
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I grew up in a household with domestic violence.
I can't count the number of times I turned pale from pure fear younger than 10 years old.
I have a beautiful symmetrical face and body looking back at my childhood photos (1-5 yrs old)
Everyone Treated me so well when I was a kid, I was the "cutest" and the kid that teachers loved the most
But my body kept the score, that trauma was never over and it started showing its effects from my earliest preteen years onwards.
Now I understand why my teachers treated me like shit although i was the #3 and higher best student in almost every class
Why People That I myself helped, called me a "loser". Despite making money at a wayy younger age etc.
I understand why I had an intellectual obsession as a means of coping
Why I always subconsciously knew I'd die younger than 30
Why I walked Wierd
Why People Fucking Looked At Me Like A Wierdo Although I was The "Nicest KID"
TYPICAL SOB STORY BUT DAMN, WHY WHY WHY, Why did I not even get a fucking chance
My height was fucking waste
It's not just a facial, by now I feel it in my whole body, including my vision and hearing.
LONG SCIENTIFIC EXPLANPATION SHORT - The TRAUMA FUCKED ONE OF MY BRAIN HEMISPHERES
The more research I do, the more I find out about how it gets worse with age and how there's no real fix
It's not just over, my parents made sure it never began
THANK YOU MOM AND DAD
I can't count the number of times I turned pale from pure fear younger than 10 years old.
I have a beautiful symmetrical face and body looking back at my childhood photos (1-5 yrs old)
Everyone Treated me so well when I was a kid, I was the "cutest" and the kid that teachers loved the most
But my body kept the score, that trauma was never over and it started showing its effects from my earliest preteen years onwards.
Now I understand why my teachers treated me like shit although i was the #3 and higher best student in almost every class
Why People That I myself helped, called me a "loser". Despite making money at a wayy younger age etc.
I understand why I had an intellectual obsession as a means of coping
Why I always subconsciously knew I'd die younger than 30
Why I walked Wierd
Why People Fucking Looked At Me Like A Wierdo Although I was The "Nicest KID"
TYPICAL SOB STORY BUT DAMN, WHY WHY WHY, Why did I not even get a fucking chance
My height was fucking waste
It's not just a facial, by now I feel it in my whole body, including my vision and hearing.
LONG SCIENTIFIC EXPLANPATION SHORT - The TRAUMA FUCKED ONE OF MY BRAIN HEMISPHERES
The more research I do, the more I find out about how it gets worse with age and how there's no real fix
It's not just over, my parents made sure it never began
THANK YOU MOM AND DAD
