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I told her how some people will just straight up look at me and then begin frowning and laughing at me.
Even explained her how people asked why I look so boyish yet so uncanny everytime.
And how my recessed jaw is dragging my whole appearance down and makes me ugly.
I don‘t know if she perceived my realism as self-degradation, because I constantly said that I‘m ugly and that I need to come to fact with it and accept and slowly change it somehow.
She tried denying it, even said how much of a „pretty young boy“ I am.
But telling how some people and women mock me for my appearance behind my back when I interacted with them, must‘ve been the final nail on the coffin.
She just started crying and tried to deny it but without any success.
I felt and still feel very bad for her.
Having a son that’s superficially judged by his looks on his job by strangers and at the same time missing out on friendship, teen love and going out. As a Mother it must hurt.
Atleast I can take most of the abuse and teasing while at the same time not feel like a abused dog.
I‘ve grown a apathy towards treatment from strangers.
Jfl I‘ve literally been spat on by some teen groups my age and a hour later I just laughed about it and brushed it off.
Even explained her how people asked why I look so boyish yet so uncanny everytime.
And how my recessed jaw is dragging my whole appearance down and makes me ugly.
I don‘t know if she perceived my realism as self-degradation, because I constantly said that I‘m ugly and that I need to come to fact with it and accept and slowly change it somehow.
She tried denying it, even said how much of a „pretty young boy“ I am.
But telling how some people and women mock me for my appearance behind my back when I interacted with them, must‘ve been the final nail on the coffin.
She just started crying and tried to deny it but without any success.
I felt and still feel very bad for her.
Having a son that’s superficially judged by his looks on his job by strangers and at the same time missing out on friendship, teen love and going out. As a Mother it must hurt.
Atleast I can take most of the abuse and teasing while at the same time not feel like a abused dog.
I‘ve grown a apathy towards treatment from strangers.
Jfl I‘ve literally been spat on by some teen groups my age and a hour later I just laughed about it and brushed it off.
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