AestheticsHell
deformed schizoid manlet
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How does one decide what to do with his life? By that I don't necessarily mean long-term plans or achievements, but rather what you want your life to be about, how do you decide what to do with the days that pass you by. What activities you engage in, what you enjoy, what you despise... And most of all, how do you know if what you're doing is true to who you are?
Personally, I feel like external input (BP, self improvement shit, societal standards, etc) has clouded my thoughts so much that I've completely lost any sense of what I want, what I like, and who I am. No matter what I do, I just can't get rid of this feeling of sheer inadequacy about life. Sometimes I try to revisit my childhood memories to see if there is something there in the past that I enjoyed and could give continuity to in the present, though it usually amounts to nothing I'd be able to put into practice.
Maybe there is something wrong with my brain, but my own wants and needs are not obvious to me at all. What about you?
Personally, I feel like external input (BP, self improvement shit, societal standards, etc) has clouded my thoughts so much that I've completely lost any sense of what I want, what I like, and who I am. No matter what I do, I just can't get rid of this feeling of sheer inadequacy about life. Sometimes I try to revisit my childhood memories to see if there is something there in the past that I enjoyed and could give continuity to in the present, though it usually amounts to nothing I'd be able to put into practice.
Maybe there is something wrong with my brain, but my own wants and needs are not obvious to me at all. What about you?
