Turned my ps4 on for the first time in years…

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I didn’t even bother playing anything, just scrolled through old messages with my friends from middle school.

I miss them, I truly do. I was a fat subhuman and yes they joked about it but at least they cared about me and were always there for me. It’s rare for me to feel that kind of connection with someone nowadays.

Also if these messages ever got leaked it’s over me :lul:

There is something racist every other text.

If I hadn’t moved I would still been close with them. In a weird way I’m glad I did move though because being truly lonely helped me change for the better.

But what’s the point of being better if I will never get to have the experiences I did as that middle schooler, that pure unmatched joy and excitement. I miss it, and I miss them.
 
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I didn’t even bother playing anything, just scrolled through old messages with my friends from middle school.

I miss them, I truly do. I was a fat subhuman and yes they joked about it but at least they cared about me and were always there for me. It’s rare for me to feel that kind of connection with someone nowadays.

Also if these messages ever got leaked it’s over me :lul:

There is something racist every other text.

If I hadn’t moved I would still been close with them. In a weird way I’m glad I did move though because being truly lonely helped me change for the better.

But what’s the point of being better if I will never get to have the experiences I did as that middle schooler, that pure unmatched joy and excitement. I miss it, and I miss them.
Believe in Jesus Christ than you shall be saved
 
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I didn’t even bother playing anything, just scrolled through old messages with my friends from middle school.

I miss them, I truly do. I was a fat subhuman and yes they joked about it but at least they cared about me and were always there for me. It’s rare for me to feel that kind of connection with someone nowadays.

Also if these messages ever got leaked it’s over me :lul:

There is something racist every other text.

If I hadn’t moved I would still been close with them. In a weird way I’m glad I did move though because being truly lonely helped me change for the better.

But what’s the point of being better if I will never get to have the experiences I did as that middle schooler, that pure unmatched joy and excitement. I miss it, and I miss them.
same but the real reason why i played so much back in the day was because i was a social outcast and i had an abusive household, so i just got slowly mentally ill. playing videogames with friends was just a consolation and a distraction for my shitty environment
 
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I literally always feel nostalgic for past experiences, no matter how bad or tragic they are. When I look back, I somehow find good in them despite how I felt in the situation.
 
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same but the real reason why i played so much back in the day was because i was a social outcast and i had an abusive household, so i just got slowly mentally ill. playing videogames with friends was just a consolation and a distraction for my shitty environment
For me it was just the fact there wasn’t fuck all to do after school so I just rotted all day

Even if there were social events in middle school, my parents wouldn’t let me go
 
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I literally always feel nostalgic for past experiences, no matter how bad or tragic they are. When I look back, I somehow find good in them despite how I felt in the situation.
Yes same, I always think of the best somehow, even when i reminisce on my friendship with them, I never think of the negatives, only all the fun we had.
 
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Bro I literally bought a ps5 like 2 weeks ago 😭😭 , my ps4 literally can’t operate for shit lol it has literal dust on it , got it in 2015
 
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I didn’t even bother playing anything, just scrolled through old messages with my friends from middle school.

I miss them, I truly do. I was a fat subhuman and yes they joked about it but at least they cared about me and were always there for me. It’s rare for me to feel that kind of connection with someone nowadays.

Also if these messages ever got leaked it’s over me :lul:

There is something racist every other text.

If I hadn’t moved I would still been close with them. In a weird way I’m glad I did move though because being truly lonely helped me change for the better.

But what’s the point of being better if I will never get to have the experiences I did as that middle schooler, that pure unmatched joy and excitement. I miss it, and I miss them.
millennials and older brothers had xbox 360 we had ps4.. Fucking brutal. Now i know how they felt. fuck
 
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I didn’t even bother playing anything, just scrolled through old messages with my friends from middle school.

I miss them, I truly do. I was a fat subhuman and yes they joked about it but at least they cared about me and were always there for me. It’s rare for me to feel that kind of connection with someone nowadays.

Also if these messages ever got leaked it’s over me :lul:

There is something racist every other text.

If I hadn’t moved I would still been close with them. In a weird way I’m glad I did move though because being truly lonely helped me change for the better.

But what’s the point of being better if I will never get to have the experiences I did as that middle schooler, that pure unmatched joy and excitement. I miss it, and I miss them.
online connection in gaming is wayy more than real life , there was chads, subhumans, mtns , everyone fucking played and when we got from school played.
 
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Bro I literally bought a ps5 like 2 weeks ago 😭😭 , my ps4 literally can’t operate for shit lol it has literal dust on it , got it in 2015
If I still played vidya I would have gotten one, might get one just for gta 6 tho depending on how fun it is
 
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yeah nostalgia is a bitch it kills the joy sometimes
 
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online connection in gaming is wayy more than real life , there was chads, subhumans, mtns , everyone fucking played and when we got from school played.
I never had online friends back then, only played with my irl friends after school
 
I didn’t even bother playing anything, just scrolled through old messages with my friends from middle school.

I miss them, I truly do. I was a fat subhuman and yes they joked about it but at least they cared about me and were always there for me. It’s rare for me to feel that kind of connection with someone nowadays.

Also if these messages ever got leaked it’s over me :lul:

There is something racist every other text.

If I hadn’t moved I would still been close with them. In a weird way I’m glad I did move though because being truly lonely helped me change for the better.

But what’s the point of being better if I will never get to have the experiences I did as that middle schooler, that pure unmatched joy and excitement. I miss it, and I miss them.
holy shit literally me I bought a ps5 2 months ago played like 20hrs of actual games in that time the rest of the time I scroll through old shit
 
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holy shit literally me I bought a ps5 2 months ago played like 20hrs of actual games in that time the rest of the time I scroll through old shit
Yeah I had messages dating back to 2016 lmaoo, had a fun time reading them
 
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I miss Fortnite, Warzone, Skyrim, COD, FIFA on my PS4 :feelscry:
 
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