Two of my groupmates invited me to a coffee

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From my original group

original groupmates


Before we started failing stuff and parted our ways


They saw me from far and asked how i did for the midterm when i went pass them.. they were crossing a street, and completely changed their direction, started walking with me

Then asked that i should drink coffee with them knowing that i had couple hours till my upcoming class as they did


I declined ofc

And said i had to go


I used to hang out with them at such times when we first started uni


dunno why but i grew to hate it in a month n a half

Didnt feel like i fit in with them at times

At times i just didnt like them saying where to go and everyone agreeing and that i had to follow them girls (gender is irrelevant btw) i even used to act angry and schizo and rude cuz i didnt like how things were. like fuckedup rude sometims

Immature i know

So i stopped and started just moving alone


Been like this ever since


Theyve mentioned it here and there back when we still had classes together.. that i almost didnt like being around them and that i always walked alone


Have a feeling that they said something alone those linea between each other as i was approaching thus made the suggestion too


one of them made a sour face as i declined too


Had to ride around in a bus cuz i didnt know what else to do that whole time.. gap til my upcoming class was just to big.. boring af

I hate when this happens