Ughh

[Jesus_ist_König]

1: On WhatsApp I did like the survey mode and asked a guy I talk to if he wants to hang out since he asked me in the past but he didn’t know me at that time and I was confused that he was interested in me. Now I’ve done the survey thing with yes and no and it’s been more than a week and he didn’t select. I wrote about other stuff and it went down

2: One iq cell from my school. In library during school break I talk to him sometimes. I asked him if he wants to give me his contacts. He doesn’t have WhatsApp and only an app called signal so I downloaded it and asked him via school teams if he wants to give me his signal and he saw it and didn’t answer. After much hours I asked “yes or no” and still he didn’t answer me.

Its like these things keep happening or ppl leave me and then there still be niggas asking me “why don’t u just socialize” like vro im trying okay but everyone fucking ah yes me due to my annoyance and weirdness . One guy from class asked me “let’s go gym together” but I had to deny it was so much pressure and I don’t wanna get sad from meeting him. I’m scared that he will stop talking to me if I meet him. I want to be able to talk to ppl in school at least