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Back in high school, I was an outcast. It's not that I wanted to be one, I outcasted myself. People approached me, people engaged with me but I always gave negative feedback as a defense mechanism from my anxiety.
Girls did approach me but I'm not here to brag about that. I had no motivation to engage with them. They were all the same. Any girl that was skinny and average looking+ was just another vapid whore thinking about the next dick to hop on. To further illustrate my point I've caught these whores having sex in the music room and the whole school found out about two people getting caught having sex in the school kitchen - No one didn't order lunch for a while and it destroyed the school's economy a little bit. Yeah, my high school was insane.
There was one girl though, she was fat, not that good looking but she had an amazing personality. Fat girls and ugly girls usually have the best personalities because they actually have to work on themselves since their looks can't carry them throughout life. We somehow became friends even though I was silent, and was kind of a dick to her friends. But despite my anxiety making me seem like an anti-social autist she still didn't treat me any different from anyone else which honestly made her more attractive.
Alas, I never dated her. I couldn't see past her looks. I tried finding something I like about her but I couldn't. She was fat and at least fat girls have some meat back there but she didn't. I've learned that we aren't different from foids at all, or at least I'm not. I care about looks, you do too and it's hard to see past looks. I want a pretty girl with a fat girl personality.
Girls did approach me but I'm not here to brag about that. I had no motivation to engage with them. They were all the same. Any girl that was skinny and average looking+ was just another vapid whore thinking about the next dick to hop on. To further illustrate my point I've caught these whores having sex in the music room and the whole school found out about two people getting caught having sex in the school kitchen - No one didn't order lunch for a while and it destroyed the school's economy a little bit. Yeah, my high school was insane.
There was one girl though, she was fat, not that good looking but she had an amazing personality. Fat girls and ugly girls usually have the best personalities because they actually have to work on themselves since their looks can't carry them throughout life. We somehow became friends even though I was silent, and was kind of a dick to her friends. But despite my anxiety making me seem like an anti-social autist she still didn't treat me any different from anyone else which honestly made her more attractive.
Alas, I never dated her. I couldn't see past her looks. I tried finding something I like about her but I couldn't. She was fat and at least fat girls have some meat back there but she didn't. I've learned that we aren't different from foids at all, or at least I'm not. I care about looks, you do too and it's hard to see past looks. I want a pretty girl with a fat girl personality.