JohnDoe
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I lost the genetic lottery and i can cope in many ways but being low IQ on top of that just makes me want to rope. I spent the last few hours thinking of all my issues/problems from the past decade (teens to late 20s) and every single one can be connected to being low IQ and ugly. If i wasn't low IQ, nearly every single "problem" would have either have been prevented or fixed but alas i am a low IQ monkey who cannot process information very well.
My brain is slow, it just doesn't work as fast as other people and what takes other people 5 minutes to process takes me an hour. I was mocked my entire life because i was "slow" and couldn't keep up with my peers, my teachers would mock me and even told me i would amount to anything, they were right. It hurt then and it still hurts now a decade later. Normalfags have no empathy, it really is survival of the fittest. If you have nothing to offer, you are discarded like trash, no one wants to be your friend because you can't provide them anything. The concept of true friendship/brotherhood was only something i experienced pre-puberty and in my opinion that age is the only real age you can experience such friendship because kids don't have ego, nor do they backstab each other for girls, and everything was great back then. The movie stand by me really speaks about what i feel - "I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?"
It's largely genetic because my mother is very low IQ and my father average IQ and so sometimes my brain speeds up to average IQ but most of the time it's about 90 IQ or 95 max. This on top of the fact that i am the biggest subhuman truecel on this forum and don't have a single positive physical attribute and what you get is a late 20s retard who is too much of a coward to kill himself. I can't cope with looks because i don't have any, i can't cope with money because i don't have any and will never have any because low IQ. I have no friends, my father has been absent my entire life and no one in my life ever taught me how to be a "man" or what to do with my life and how to behave/act and i might have some level of autism but my parents obviously never took me to a doctor so i was never diagnosed. When i was younger i would cope with video games/consuming media but all copes have an expiration date. Most of the people on this forum don't know how bad things can truly get, there are 14-16 year old kids on here thinking their life is over and that they need to rope because of some minor arbitrary thing that happened recently to them or them misinterpreting things that they aren't able to and shouldn't be trying to understand. Low IQ + poor health + truecel = DOOM
Most days i go to sleep and part of me wishes that i won't wake up but i always do and the suffering continues. Day after day, year after year, this ride never ends.
My brain is slow, it just doesn't work as fast as other people and what takes other people 5 minutes to process takes me an hour. I was mocked my entire life because i was "slow" and couldn't keep up with my peers, my teachers would mock me and even told me i would amount to anything, they were right. It hurt then and it still hurts now a decade later. Normalfags have no empathy, it really is survival of the fittest. If you have nothing to offer, you are discarded like trash, no one wants to be your friend because you can't provide them anything. The concept of true friendship/brotherhood was only something i experienced pre-puberty and in my opinion that age is the only real age you can experience such friendship because kids don't have ego, nor do they backstab each other for girls, and everything was great back then. The movie stand by me really speaks about what i feel - "I never had any friends later on like the ones I had when I was twelve. Jesus, does anyone?"
It's largely genetic because my mother is very low IQ and my father average IQ and so sometimes my brain speeds up to average IQ but most of the time it's about 90 IQ or 95 max. This on top of the fact that i am the biggest subhuman truecel on this forum and don't have a single positive physical attribute and what you get is a late 20s retard who is too much of a coward to kill himself. I can't cope with looks because i don't have any, i can't cope with money because i don't have any and will never have any because low IQ. I have no friends, my father has been absent my entire life and no one in my life ever taught me how to be a "man" or what to do with my life and how to behave/act and i might have some level of autism but my parents obviously never took me to a doctor so i was never diagnosed. When i was younger i would cope with video games/consuming media but all copes have an expiration date. Most of the people on this forum don't know how bad things can truly get, there are 14-16 year old kids on here thinking their life is over and that they need to rope because of some minor arbitrary thing that happened recently to them or them misinterpreting things that they aren't able to and shouldn't be trying to understand. Low IQ + poor health + truecel = DOOM
Most days i go to sleep and part of me wishes that i won't wake up but i always do and the suffering continues. Day after day, year after year, this ride never ends.
