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So I didn’t go to Homecoming tonight since I fumbled with the girl I was going to ask by taking too long. The whole day I coped with goyslop and felt guilt about it during the evening so I had my mom drive me to the gym so I could do an hour of cardio while listening to tiktok sounds. When walking out in the parking lot completely drenched in sweat and smelly I pass a group of 6ish girl in their prom dresses going to their mutual car. I took an eddie like an hour before the gym and was hella out of it so I couldn’t tell who tf it was and they all literally just looked and me and whispered to eachother while laughing. I did the walk of shame to my mom’s car and stared at my phone while i’m sure they spied on me in the dark of the night.
Like 90% certain they were from my school and knew me which is the only explanation for their reaction. I spotted one girls dress to her blonde hair I’m going to scour ig and tiktok to see if I can find her (hopefully I don’t). I feel pretty shitty but yk there’s nothing I can do about it except continue to work on myself and socialmaxx as much as possible.
Like 90% certain they were from my school and knew me which is the only explanation for their reaction. I spotted one girls dress to her blonde hair I’m going to scour ig and tiktok to see if I can find her (hopefully I don’t). I feel pretty shitty but yk there’s nothing I can do about it except continue to work on myself and socialmaxx as much as possible.
