Unable to leave the house due to sub human face - How do I get psych meds without seeing my primary doctor?

[notalive]

I don’t want that shit in my chart at all, so that my psych issues don’t get shared with a surgeon who knows my primary doctor, who then refuses to do surgery on me. Do I go see another doctor or a private psychiatrist or something?

I’m sitting in front of a grocery store right now and I can’t physically get myself to go inside, because I don’t want people to see how bad my face looks with all the scarring over it on top of shitty bone structure.

I want Zoloft somehow to reduce my inhib a bit

 

[notalive]

Any online psych prescribers (USA)?

 

[Nick.Harte]

I can’t physically get myself to go inside, because I don’t want people to see how bad my face looks with all the scarring over i

Don't go inside
Normies will definitely look at you like a wild boar among human beings

 

[Nick.Harte]

bump

 

[notalive]

Don't go inside
Normies will definitely look at you like a wild boar among human beings

Bruh I’m starving I’ve barely eaten anything in the past few days

 

[Nick.Harte]

Bruh I’m starving I’ve barely eaten anything in the past few days

Should've worn a hoodie
Anyway, if youre starving just go inside and don't care about people

 

[notalive]

Should've worn a hoodie
Anyway, if youre starving just go inside and don't care about people

Easier said than done

 

[notalive]

I’m going to get an online psychiatrist to prescribe it, I just found a website

 

[Nick.Harte]

Some will understand and won't give af about it
Put your earbuds so that you don't hear negative remarks by normies

 

[notalive]

Some will understand and won't give af about it
Put your earbuds so that you don't hear negative remarks by normies

Ty man I will have to cope this way

 

[Ruthless]

 

[notalive]

Update, it’s been over 30 minutes and I’m still in my car. I’d rather die of starvation. Wish I had a gun right now so I could shoot myself.

 

[notalive]

You all think im kidding huh, its been an hour now

 

[ChimpBall]

Just wear a covid mask, problem is that you'll look like a cuck but thats better than looking subhuman I guess

 

[shwdsy]

Literally the plot of this

 

[notalive]

Alright I’m fucking do it since I need to take a piss and I’m freezing cold in my car

And btw I’m ~26 so it’s not like it’s my first time going grocery shopping

 

[notalive]

Just wear a covid mask, problem is that you'll look like a cuck but thats better than looking subhuman I guess

Literally zero people are wearing a mask nowadays. That would draw a lot more attention.

 

[notalive]

I can’t do it. I’m gonna come back later at night when there’s fewer people here, fuck it

 

[notalive]

I can’t do it. I’m gonna come back later at night when there’s fewer people here, fuck it

Looking like a burn victim is such a curse to live with

 

[cheiramaganza]

View attachment 3350244You all think im kidding huh, its been an hour now

get a balaclava for your future trips

 

[notalive]

Attempt #2 now

 

[Johan1]

Bro you can't be this ugly

 

[notalive]

Bro you can't be this ugly

I was severely raped by acne so I’m a burn victim now, it’s tough

 

[notalive]

It’s so much more comfortable inside, don’t have to deal with more pain and suffering

 

[Aviator]

its over. go er

 

[Johan1]

I was severely raped by acne so I’m a burn victim now, it’s tough

I was severely raped by acne so I’m a burn victim now, it’s tough

Sorry to hear that bro

 

[Suns9999]

if i was you i would kill myself

 

[notalive]

if i was you i would kill myself

Soon

 

[notalive]

Grocery secured, such pain just to be alive

 

[notalive]

JFL going outside is torture. I'm back in my home and I feel 10x better