futureashtray
caylee cowan > your oneitis
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1 year ago… wait actually 2 years ago. I thought that minimum wage jobs were idiotic and cucked. I was so stupid into believing such nonsense due to social media such as Andrew Tate.
And now I’m 16 and will turn 17 in less than 70 days and I have no funds and the only money I get is wasted on gambling
I have already done the math and it looks like I would need $75,000 before 2024 ends to be able to hardmaxx
by “hardmax” I mean heightmaxxing and dickmaxxing, also I would use around $40,000 to looksmax by getting palatial expanders and other orthodontic appliance treatments.
The most important “hardmax” would be to height and dickmax since my penis is average in size (5.8x4) and my height is 5”9-5”10 which is short
and unfortunately that would be unsatisfactory for women and I can’t stand the fact that there would be men who are better in bed than me, height isn’t that bad if you have a large penis.
I am still a khhv but knowing my penis won’t be able to satisfy a female the same way a bbc could causes me great insecurity and makes me want to never have an ltr or ever have an intimate relationship with a girl
I frequently have day dreams/fantasies of me being in an alternate universe where I did somehow make $75,000 and was able to get all the hardmaxxes, looksmaxxes, etc that I ever wanted.
I picture myself in an environment where women stare at me with lust, I am athletic and tall, I am smart, my penis is huge and I can satisfy women, where everyone talks about me and I am successful, where everyone wants to be me, etc
I regret not getting a part time job last year.
I was too impatient and ignorant.
Now all I do is nothing,
And now I’m 16 and will turn 17 in less than 70 days and I have no funds and the only money I get is wasted on gambling
I have already done the math and it looks like I would need $75,000 before 2024 ends to be able to hardmaxx
by “hardmax” I mean heightmaxxing and dickmaxxing, also I would use around $40,000 to looksmax by getting palatial expanders and other orthodontic appliance treatments.
The most important “hardmax” would be to height and dickmax since my penis is average in size (5.8x4) and my height is 5”9-5”10 which is short
and unfortunately that would be unsatisfactory for women and I can’t stand the fact that there would be men who are better in bed than me, height isn’t that bad if you have a large penis.
I am still a khhv but knowing my penis won’t be able to satisfy a female the same way a bbc could causes me great insecurity and makes me want to never have an ltr or ever have an intimate relationship with a girl
I frequently have day dreams/fantasies of me being in an alternate universe where I did somehow make $75,000 and was able to get all the hardmaxxes, looksmaxxes, etc that I ever wanted.
I picture myself in an environment where women stare at me with lust, I am athletic and tall, I am smart, my penis is huge and I can satisfy women, where everyone talks about me and I am successful, where everyone wants to be me, etc
I regret not getting a part time job last year.
I was too impatient and ignorant.
Now all I do is nothing,