up late at night thinking about all the developmental milestones i missed in my teen years

[superpsycho]

title

 

[HostSamurai]

Same

 

[The Homelander]

elab

 

[The Homelander]

Same

why

 

[sigmamogger]

Feel bad for all you uncs srsly

 

[superpsycho]

elab

im just pissed because i missed out on all the NT experiences and memories that my normie peers got just for existing all because of my subhumandom

 

[superpsycho]

Feel bad for all you uncs srsly

not even unc

i hope college will do me better but theres no ascension to make up for lost time

 

[sigmamogger]

not even unc

i hope college will do me better but theres no ascension to make up for lost time

You'll do better dw nigga just stop rotting here too often

 

[superpsycho]

You'll do better dw nigga just stop rotting here too often

lifefuel my friend

 

[segmt]

title

shared experience, I think abt it everywhere, while driving, in the car, in school, shit consumed me

but Im still fine w it, its like a constant reminder that it never began for me

 

[superpsycho]

shared experience, I think abt it everywhere, while driving, in the car, in school, shit consumed me

but Im still fine w it, its like a constant reminder that it never began for me

fucking sucks im like 5 years behind all my peers in terms of social development

 

[segmt]

fucking sucks im like 5 years behind all my peers in terms of social development

Agree w everything ur saying, Im also behind
I caught up and shit but there were bad years, I was a good nt frauder before but those bad years I couldn't nt fraud

Now im back to more nt frauding but I still show nd signs bc of not being so extroverted (cope if I looked better wouldnt happen) and other faggot shit

rather than being behind its like being deficient, my genetics were never meant for optimal social development nor optimal skull growth

 

[superpsycho]

Agree w everything ur saying, Im also behind
I caught up and shit but there were bad years, I was a good nt frauder before but those bad years I couldn't nt fraud

Now im back to more nt frauding but I still show nd signs bc of not being so extroverted (cope if I looked better wouldnt happen) and other faggot shit

rather than being behind its like being deficient, my genetics were never meant for optimal social development nor optimal skull growth

NT frauding is hard to make perfect. its so easy to slip jfl

 

[Idontknowathispoint]

title

Same here bhai, still a teen and just watching others go through it is brutal. Not sure where to go from here, if its even worth trying to get into a relationship after high school tbh.

 

[superpsycho]

Same here bhai, still a teen and just watching others go through it is brutal. Not sure where to go from here, if its even worth trying to get into a relationship after high school tbh.

if u want to get in a relationship, don’t wait, do it now. after highschool, love isnt real

 

[Idontknowathispoint]

if u want to get in a relationship, don’t wait, do it now. after highschool, love isnt real

ofc, I have a crush on someone. However I am ugly bhai, the average guy will get a girlfriend in high school, but for below average guys all we can do is study and focus on getting money in the future.

If you're going to be alone it might as well be in luxury

 

[superpsycho]

ofc, I have a crush on someone. However I am ugly bhai, the average guy will get a girlfriend in high school, but for below average guys all we can do is study and focus on getting money in the future.

If you're going to be alone it might as well be in luxury

just dont be a betabuxx if thats your plan.

 

[fr0st]

title

Same ive been a shut in since middle school doing homeschool literally the only thing i did for my teen years was jerk off to anime girls and play final fantasy 14

 

[Idontknowathispoint]

just dont be a betabuxx if thats your plan.

I don't think I could ever even betabux tbh, I haven't ever had the ability to be emotionally vulnerable without anonymity. Kinda sucks that I never even developed to be able to share my feelings with other people tbh, its essential to having a relationship with someone but whenever I'm asked about something like if I have a crush, I get quite and just say no.

 

[superpsycho]

Same ive been a shut in since middle school doing homeschool literally the only thing i did for my teen years was jerk off to anime girls and play final fantasy 14

i guess the way our teen years went led us to this forum

 

[fr0st]

i guess the way our teen years went led us to this forum

its so fucking over

 

[superpsycho]

I don't think I could ever even betabux tbh, I haven't ever had the ability to be emotionally vulnerable without anonymity. Kinda sucks that I never even developed to be able to share my feelings with other people tbh, its essential to having a relationship with someone but whenever I'm asked about something like if I have a crush, I get quite and just say no.

i literally cannot relate to people on a personal level and i cant really share or understand anyones feelings other than mine. im so socially fucked at this point i might as well just LDAR until my body gives out

 

[segmt]

i literally cannot relate to people on a personal level and i cant really share or understand anyones feelings other than mine. im so socially fucked at this point i might as well just LDAR until my body gives out

sociopathmaxxing

except without looks youre a fucking outcast nd neet basically not "dark triad"

 

[Idontknowathispoint]

i literally cannot relate to people on a personal level and i cant really share or understand anyones feelings other than mine. im so socially fucked at this point i might as well just LDAR until my body gives out

That's pretty much how I feel a lot, I still maskpill quite well though. At least I have friends both male and female but like when one of them gets sad or is feeling some kind of way I can't relate or help them at all except for a few token words. Like last week I found out my friend had been broken up with his girl for like 3-4 months prior. And I had no idea until 4 days ago. Apparently he was super sad for 3 days but I didn't catch that at all and it just went completely under my radar.

 

[superpsycho]

sociopathmaxxing

except without looks youre a fucking outcast nd neet basically not "dark triad"

i wouldnt consider myself a sociopath

 

[segmt]

i wouldnt consider myself a sociopath

brodie not sharing any other peoples emotions in other words lack of empathy

 

[Shahnameh]

As a goy in their late 20s, believe me it does not get better

Everyday just feels like ur surviving instead of living

 

[superpsycho]

That's pretty much how I feel a lot, I still maskpill quite well though. At least I have friends both male and female but like when one of them gets sad or is feeling some kind of way I can't relate or help them at all except for a few token words. Like last week I found out my friend had been broken up with his girl for like 3-4 months prior. And I had no idea until 4 days ago. Apparently he was super sad for 3 days but I didn't catch that at all and it just went completely under my radar.

sounds like u suck at receiving social cues jfl

i do too its over

 

[superpsycho]

brodie not sharing any other peoples emotions in other words lack of empathy

yea sociopath is just a big word to me tbh

 

[superpsycho]

As a goy in their late 20s, believe me it does not get better

Everyday just feels like ur surviving instead of living

My genetics made it to where ill never truly live.

 

[160cmcurry]

if you fucked up in high school, not much will change in college. i guess the best you can do is get onto your school’s sports team, preferably soccer, and ride off the sports halo assuming your school is that big into sports. your teen years are something you’ll never get back

 

[superpsycho]

if you fucked up in high school, not much will change in college. i guess the best you can do is get onto your school’s sports team, preferably soccer, and ride off the sports halo assuming your school is that big into sports. your teen years are something you’ll never get back

im too unathletic at this point for sports.

im fucked for the rest of my life

 

[TheVoidInside]

i was up late thinkng about how good i had it with my old itis. sure, she was emotionally abusing, belittling and overtly cucking me but it wasnt that bad after all, was it?

 

[superpsycho]

i was up late thinkng about how good i had it with my old itis. sure, she was emotionally abusing, belittling and overtly cucking me but it wasnt that bad after all, was it?

 

[Krisis]

No such thing as a universal timeline. Live your life at your own pace.

 

[Gamerspyy786]

Same

 

[Drugsmaxxer]

same, have the thoughts everday at least 3-5 times