NoLongerHuman
Mine has been a life of much shame
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Here's the previous thread:
Yesterday, earlier during the day, I made it my goal to at least interact with her even a little, to confirm my suspicions and doubts. I met her once in the classroom halls but it was busy so I couldn't say shit. Then it was time for lectures, JFL I ended up staring at her the entire time, and I'm pretty sure she noticed. Man I was really getting into the infatuation. It's fun when you've been numb for a while.
And so finally, with a few users recommending me to ask her out, I finally ended up doing it. I later texted her if she'd like to have dinner....
And she said yes! She was agreeable and was reciprocating well. We ended up talking for hours. She also mentioned how she thought I was cute (jfl) and she thought I was non-chalant or sum shit.
Anyhow, it was time to go back to our dorms, and this time I actually got her number, I asked for it and she put in her number into my phone. jfl she even asked if she could put a heart for her contact name. We bid farewell and I am now writing this happy moment of mine.
But...
It's, odd. I expected that I would feel some sort of accomplishment, some form of catharsis, like shit man, 16 year old me would go ape shit nigger mode if this happened to him. But I just feel normal, maybe in love? I dont know wtf. It feels weird. I really thought I'd feel like I've finally can experience teen love, but I can't help but think of how meaningless this is. I can foresee the possible scenarios that may occur in the future and it just makes me feel like relationships are pointless.
Anyways, I guess I'll just see how this goes. I've always wondered what it's like to have a girlfriend tbh
Tags for special bhais:
@PsychoH @looksmaxxing223 @Surfsup @PrinceLuenLeoncur @moodless @grungymallard97 @PARISIEN @Nowiff.Belgrade
I think this girl is interested in me but I feel like there's some sort of ulterior motive
TLDR; a girl, exactly my type, willlingly came and sat with me with her starting the conversation. I've never interacted with this girl. I am in an absolute state of bewilderment because it seems like this should be an IOI but I refuse to believe it I was sitting at the college cafe, waiting...
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Yesterday, earlier during the day, I made it my goal to at least interact with her even a little, to confirm my suspicions and doubts. I met her once in the classroom halls but it was busy so I couldn't say shit. Then it was time for lectures, JFL I ended up staring at her the entire time, and I'm pretty sure she noticed. Man I was really getting into the infatuation. It's fun when you've been numb for a while.
And so finally, with a few users recommending me to ask her out, I finally ended up doing it. I later texted her if she'd like to have dinner....
And she said yes! She was agreeable and was reciprocating well. We ended up talking for hours. She also mentioned how she thought I was cute (jfl) and she thought I was non-chalant or sum shit.
Anyhow, it was time to go back to our dorms, and this time I actually got her number, I asked for it and she put in her number into my phone. jfl she even asked if she could put a heart for her contact name. We bid farewell and I am now writing this happy moment of mine.
But...
It's, odd. I expected that I would feel some sort of accomplishment, some form of catharsis, like shit man, 16 year old me would go ape shit nigger mode if this happened to him. But I just feel normal, maybe in love? I dont know wtf. It feels weird. I really thought I'd feel like I've finally can experience teen love, but I can't help but think of how meaningless this is. I can foresee the possible scenarios that may occur in the future and it just makes me feel like relationships are pointless.
Anyways, I guess I'll just see how this goes. I've always wondered what it's like to have a girlfriend tbh
Tags for special bhais:
@PsychoH @looksmaxxing223 @Surfsup @PrinceLuenLeoncur @moodless @grungymallard97 @PARISIEN @Nowiff.Belgrade