gavin.bl
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before we start, no I was not simply taking drugs and sitting there. I have multiple connections with highly experienced psychedelic medical users/"doctors" and other foreign medicine.
(please ignore close to any post before this one I have no idea what the little retard was doing)
i do not care for "normie" looks i want to be a vampire :3
(coming soon: gavin.bl does this experiment with steroids and other enhancers
Please PM me if you are experienced in this, i am serious C
skip if you dont care about this lol
The start of this is when i first joined the forum. a sad little depressed alcoholcell soft maxxing was working, but I have multiple "special ed" (bipolar disorder, anger issues and more i don't wish to share, nothing that would / will spark issues with psychedelic's), so I quickly turned very non-nt and became a bit of a schizocell and ruined my social life (thats why this all started) and just left the forum, but kept working (most I was rlly able to stay off was a month lol)
ive been hospitalized once due to depression and out bursts with my bipolar disorder so that was rlly just a week of "hard maxxing" and frame maxxing
anyways heres what ive been doing
First "blackpill" Trip (mushrooms)
I went into this first trip with full intention of changing how i perceive myself. it was a simple 3.5 grams of dried penis envy psilocybin mushrooms. and it started with watching those stupid grey blackpill edits on tiktok and then simply doing self measurements etc, then just staring into myself in the mirror thinking about how the world works. all I really learned newly from it imo was the fact that regardless of how good you look it will never equal true love, everyone has a very early "first love" or "first someone" (Yes male and female and if you say otherwise your lying, go ask your mother who her first boyfriend was.)
next step was actually improving my looks lol, i goto alt school (another part of my social life being ruined lmaoo if you guys wanna hear abt that lmk) and it has a gym so it was pretty easy to do that, i fucking hate gymcells so dont be in the comments like "whats your bench" go pick up your heavy circles some more while me and your girl do shrooms tg (jk i would never cheat on my lovely girl) <3
along with following multiple posts on here (gatekeeping for now)
Second "black pill" Trip (mushrooms)
Similar to the first trip at least with the come up and It just confirmed all my thinkings, ive always known that good looking people will go farther in life and only happened to find .org around last year (gold pot) and it was like i just found a diamond on the beach lol not much to say about this just imagine most other ways of thinking gone from this (by choice ofc im not saying i dont know how to function before you kill me in the comments)
Third and most recent "Black Pill" Trip (LSD)
This is the trip that made me realize how different my life is from when i first started this bullshit, it completely ruined close to every relationship I had expect for me and my father, Yes im sure alot of you are going to read this and think "holy shit theres no shot this is real" but if you look i see great improvement. ofc the drugs did not increase my bonemass or test, etc but they did change how my mind was thinking, meaning posture, how I much food im intaking, and how active I can be.
notes: yes im aware i went manic and ruined my life for a bit when i first started ts, i dont care lol your just a normie (i like being online better anyways ngl). anyways ill probably post trip updates and more for a bit till i go manic again (hopefully i don't)
if im welcome id love to share more drug storys about lookism <3
(this may be retarded idrk got idea from the Datura post and thought id share my experience with bp and drugs)
PICS (with dates)
otc 31 2024
7/29/2025
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first shroom trip (lowk forgot date lol)
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also forgot date of this one but within the last few months
pretty close to the first picture
right now (post in bg)
(please ignore close to any post before this one I have no idea what the little retard was doing)
i do not care for "normie" looks i want to be a vampire :3
(coming soon: gavin.bl does this experiment with steroids and other enhancers
Please PM me if you are experienced in this, i am serious C
skip if you dont care about this lol
The start of this is when i first joined the forum. a sad little depressed alcoholcell soft maxxing was working, but I have multiple "special ed" (bipolar disorder, anger issues and more i don't wish to share, nothing that would / will spark issues with psychedelic's), so I quickly turned very non-nt and became a bit of a schizocell and ruined my social life (thats why this all started) and just left the forum, but kept working (most I was rlly able to stay off was a month lol)
ive been hospitalized once due to depression and out bursts with my bipolar disorder so that was rlly just a week of "hard maxxing" and frame maxxing
anyways heres what ive been doing
First "blackpill" Trip (mushrooms)
I went into this first trip with full intention of changing how i perceive myself. it was a simple 3.5 grams of dried penis envy psilocybin mushrooms. and it started with watching those stupid grey blackpill edits on tiktok and then simply doing self measurements etc, then just staring into myself in the mirror thinking about how the world works. all I really learned newly from it imo was the fact that regardless of how good you look it will never equal true love, everyone has a very early "first love" or "first someone" (Yes male and female and if you say otherwise your lying, go ask your mother who her first boyfriend was.)
next step was actually improving my looks lol, i goto alt school (another part of my social life being ruined lmaoo if you guys wanna hear abt that lmk) and it has a gym so it was pretty easy to do that, i fucking hate gymcells so dont be in the comments like "whats your bench" go pick up your heavy circles some more while me and your girl do shrooms tg (jk i would never cheat on my lovely girl) <3
along with following multiple posts on here (gatekeeping for now)
Second "black pill" Trip (mushrooms)
Similar to the first trip at least with the come up and It just confirmed all my thinkings, ive always known that good looking people will go farther in life and only happened to find .org around last year (gold pot) and it was like i just found a diamond on the beach lol not much to say about this just imagine most other ways of thinking gone from this (by choice ofc im not saying i dont know how to function before you kill me in the comments)
Third and most recent "Black Pill" Trip (LSD)
This is the trip that made me realize how different my life is from when i first started this bullshit, it completely ruined close to every relationship I had expect for me and my father, Yes im sure alot of you are going to read this and think "holy shit theres no shot this is real" but if you look i see great improvement. ofc the drugs did not increase my bonemass or test, etc but they did change how my mind was thinking, meaning posture, how I much food im intaking, and how active I can be.
notes: yes im aware i went manic and ruined my life for a bit when i first started ts, i dont care lol your just a normie (i like being online better anyways ngl). anyways ill probably post trip updates and more for a bit till i go manic again
(hopefully i don't)if im welcome id love to share more drug storys about lookism <3
(this may be retarded idrk got idea from the Datura post and thought id share my experience with bp and drugs
)PICS (with dates)
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