Artbreeder Is Law
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So Today I stayed in my student apartment with the music on loud because I didn't want to know what's going on around me for obvious reasons.
I told myself that I've succeeded and that I'll be able to go to bed quietly and get my 8 hours of sleep and wake up for another shitty day
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Then I go out on my balcony to do my laundry 9PM in Europe and my girl neighbor talk about her day with another girl (who comes quite often it must be her best friend but she came less because it was winter and they could not talk about their fkn easy shit days on the terrace because of the cold, i can hear everything and it's suifuel sometimes)
but it is 15 degrees today (there's only a thin wall separating the terraces of the apartments)
and then I hear one of them start to say that her boyfriend had been bugging her all day because she was sure that he wanted to fuck today was restaurant and bowling mainly for them, so she gave him what he wanted at his apartment (thanks lord I didn't hear or saw shit) but according to her it wasn't great ( brutal for the dude but fuck him)
But that's where the most brutal part comes in, her friend start laughing and tells her that she had a good time because she fucked a guy she met on tinder at an hotel
but finally she told her that maybe she was right and that she was going to dump him to be more "free" (you all know what she means by that) and that's when I ran inside and put my headphones on once again because I couldn't take it anymore.
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These days I'm only taking L if this continues I'm going to need therapy because my meds are starting to fail why is life doing this to me.
Again thanks if you read it all this forum is a mental asylum and i need it.
I told myself that I've succeeded and that I'll be able to go to bed quietly and get my 8 hours of sleep and wake up for another shitty day
Then I go out on my balcony to do my laundry 9PM in Europe and my girl neighbor talk about her day with another girl (who comes quite often it must be her best friend but she came less because it was winter and they could not talk about their fkn easy shit days on the terrace because of the cold, i can hear everything and it's suifuel sometimes)
but it is 15 degrees today (there's only a thin wall separating the terraces of the apartments)
and then I hear one of them start to say that her boyfriend had been bugging her all day because she was sure that he wanted to fuck today was restaurant and bowling mainly for them, so she gave him what he wanted at his apartment (thanks lord I didn't hear or saw shit) but according to her it wasn't great ( brutal for the dude but fuck him)
But that's where the most brutal part comes in, her friend start laughing and tells her that she had a good time because she fucked a guy she met on tinder at an hotel
but finally she told her that maybe she was right and that she was going to dump him to be more "free" (you all know what she means by that) and that's when I ran inside and put my headphones on once again because I couldn't take it anymore.
These days I'm only taking L if this continues I'm going to need therapy because my meds are starting to fail why is life doing this to me.
Again thanks if you read it all this forum is a mental asylum and i need it.
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