Peter White
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TL;DR: Met a girl lets call her Emily (not her acc name) at two parties in a row, naturally gravitated towards each other, talked deep both nights, ended up cuddling + kissing during a sleepover. She’s cool, funny, talks a lot (a bit too much ngl), but she just got out of a relationship and I’m not trying be a rebound or like someone to replace him so she doesn't feel lonely.
So basically two of my friends had birthday parties, i go to the first party i catch up with some people, and then there is this girl called "Emily" (not real name), basically she kinda gravitated towards me and we talked basically whole night i didnt do anything, espcially cuz i found out she dumped her bf recently (5days ago from the day this is posted) cuz he cheated on her. Ight so nothing crazy happens during this party, but anyways party finishes we get in a uber since i found out she lives same direction as me, in the uber she lays her head on my shoulder nd yeah im virgin so i was little shook, but it wasn't deep i kept my cool especially cuz i was still drunk.
Okay so next day second party, i see this girl i used to talk to (i dont anymore she said im "too nonchalant" ????) she sits next to me and we try talking but it was shit and there was nothing rlly to talk about, proly cuz i was sober so my social skills are fucked. Anyways an hour later Emily pulls up, immediately we gravitiate towards each other again we talk basically all night, its actually high iq conversations abt the world and shit, and some personal stuff too.
One of my friends ask her what she thinks of me when i was gone and she said she likes me. She talks hella and she kept asking my friend if she shld leave me alone since she was talking sm but i didn't mind it at the time.
Anyways at one point we go outside the house by ourselves to get some fresh air, i feel like a VERY CLEAR tension that she wants me to initiate a kiss, i genuinely just couldn't I don’t know why, i think its cuz in the back of my mind i knew she js broke up w her ex. Anyways we go back in, my friends keep teasing me a little, it gets to the end of the party, and big group of people go outside to walk along the river, me and Emily go w them but separate away from the group a little, and we talk a lot... but again i didn't initiate anything. Key thing, a friend of mine finds out Emily's ex cheated on her through out the WHOLE relationship, he tells her and she says she doesn't rlly care since he was a dick, i kinda brushed it off like mmm okay.
anyways cuz its like 2 am both of us are drunk we stay over at the hosts house to sleepover, there was like 6 other ppl sleeping over, but in the room i was in w Emily there was 3 ppl in there, everyone in there talk for a little bit ngl Emily was talking, going back to the fact her ex cheated on her through out the whole relationship she kept asking my friend if hes being like fr, like was it actually the WHOLE relationship, this made me think.. maybe i shldnt do anything.
anyways she was like playing with my hair and stuff... well the conversations calmed down at like 4am everyone start falling asleep, i get hella jittery and kept falling in and out of sleep probably cuz of the alc, she does as-well. She like sleeps on my chest with her arms around me i put my arm around her as-well, at one point we both wakeup and then we look at each other and we kissed thats pretty much the most that happened, we fall asleep together.
Wakeup the next morning, everyone comes in the room, me and Emily still together, we watch some reels (I don’t know how but luckily they weren't THAT cooked) but we stumble onto a reel talking abt lookism and she says "1 year ago this wld've made no sense" ??? anyways we all go back home.
Now me and Emily are texting a little bit, she lives near by so maybe ill go out on a walk with her soon, take her for a little drink. I fw her heavy, but the thought that she recently broke up with her ex just itches my head so much i dont want to be a rebound or something? I dont want it to be a thing of where i js fuck and leave either, since she's friends with a lot of my friends, little messed up in a social group like this.
Also shes cool talk with, but she talks a little too much sometimes, personally i like silence sometimes, ngl shes not perticularly my type.. like shes cute but im mostly attracted to the fact its so easy to talk to her? Or maybe i js like her for the fact that someone wants/likes me? I don’t know bruh.
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So basically two of my friends had birthday parties, i go to the first party i catch up with some people, and then there is this girl called "Emily" (not real name), basically she kinda gravitated towards me and we talked basically whole night i didnt do anything, espcially cuz i found out she dumped her bf recently (5days ago from the day this is posted) cuz he cheated on her. Ight so nothing crazy happens during this party, but anyways party finishes we get in a uber since i found out she lives same direction as me, in the uber she lays her head on my shoulder nd yeah im virgin so i was little shook, but it wasn't deep i kept my cool especially cuz i was still drunk.
Okay so next day second party, i see this girl i used to talk to (i dont anymore she said im "too nonchalant" ????) she sits next to me and we try talking but it was shit and there was nothing rlly to talk about, proly cuz i was sober so my social skills are fucked. Anyways an hour later Emily pulls up, immediately we gravitiate towards each other again we talk basically all night, its actually high iq conversations abt the world and shit, and some personal stuff too.
One of my friends ask her what she thinks of me when i was gone and she said she likes me. She talks hella and she kept asking my friend if she shld leave me alone since she was talking sm but i didn't mind it at the time.
Anyways at one point we go outside the house by ourselves to get some fresh air, i feel like a VERY CLEAR tension that she wants me to initiate a kiss, i genuinely just couldn't I don’t know why, i think its cuz in the back of my mind i knew she js broke up w her ex. Anyways we go back in, my friends keep teasing me a little, it gets to the end of the party, and big group of people go outside to walk along the river, me and Emily go w them but separate away from the group a little, and we talk a lot... but again i didn't initiate anything. Key thing, a friend of mine finds out Emily's ex cheated on her through out the WHOLE relationship, he tells her and she says she doesn't rlly care since he was a dick, i kinda brushed it off like mmm okay.
anyways cuz its like 2 am both of us are drunk we stay over at the hosts house to sleepover, there was like 6 other ppl sleeping over, but in the room i was in w Emily there was 3 ppl in there, everyone in there talk for a little bit ngl Emily was talking, going back to the fact her ex cheated on her through out the whole relationship she kept asking my friend if hes being like fr, like was it actually the WHOLE relationship, this made me think.. maybe i shldnt do anything.
anyways she was like playing with my hair and stuff... well the conversations calmed down at like 4am everyone start falling asleep, i get hella jittery and kept falling in and out of sleep probably cuz of the alc, she does as-well. She like sleeps on my chest with her arms around me i put my arm around her as-well, at one point we both wakeup and then we look at each other and we kissed thats pretty much the most that happened, we fall asleep together.
Wakeup the next morning, everyone comes in the room, me and Emily still together, we watch some reels (I don’t know how but luckily they weren't THAT cooked) but we stumble onto a reel talking abt lookism and she says "1 year ago this wld've made no sense" ??? anyways we all go back home.
Now me and Emily are texting a little bit, she lives near by so maybe ill go out on a walk with her soon, take her for a little drink. I fw her heavy, but the thought that she recently broke up with her ex just itches my head so much i dont want to be a rebound or something? I dont want it to be a thing of where i js fuck and leave either, since she's friends with a lot of my friends, little messed up in a social group like this.
Also shes cool talk with, but she talks a little too much sometimes, personally i like silence sometimes, ngl shes not perticularly my type.. like shes cute but im mostly attracted to the fact its so easy to talk to her? Or maybe i js like her for the fact that someone wants/likes me? I don’t know bruh.
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