Vent post. NT PILL LOOKSPILL

[madma]

Nothing hits harder when you remember yourself as an innocent little child wondering why everyone has disdain and hatred towards you for no reason, all you did was try to live and be happy, you knew something was wrong with you and everyone else was doing fine. your parents weren’t there to give you security or attention either. growing up, despite looking a lot better you still hold resentment and trauma, your life has already been changed, the actions done against you will forever be there, every relationship with anybody, your friends and partners will be unhealthy because all you seek is reassurance and validation because you are unable to cope. It truly was over before it ever began