jester triad
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i’ve never been diagnosed and ik it’ll sound like i’m grifting to sound cool but i truly don’t care about that i see no point in larping about something like this
anyway, since i was little i was acting odd, stimming, fidgeting, saying shit that made no sense, rn i’m a teenager and sometimes when i’m alone i still happen to stim, talk to myself, fidget and all of that, even tho it happens a lot less but when it slips out in public it’s so embarassing i hate it
i think i’m not really autistic but def on the spectrum
there are some pros to this tho i learn and memorize things i’m interested in and focus on very quickly and i’m decent at maths, i also speak 4 languages but idk if that’s cause of autism or simply my multilingual upbringing
it also made me very low inhib i js be talking to people like we’re best friends, i’m very friendly to everyone old, young, same age
i feel like i’m very authentic and never change my personality to fit in with anyone and i think that makes me a lot more approachable but also a outlier in a way, i don’t really act “right” in serious settings with older people cause as i said i treat them and talk to them like they’re my age tho
this also made me have a lot of “friends” and people i talk to and hangout with but i only have 1 real friend i truly opened up with that acts and thinks like me i lowk think we’re like the same person that wrongly ended up in the same universe, our life experiences were also very similar
you can see that as good or bad doesn’t really matter i see it as good honestly
main cons are i can’t hold eye contact for more than 3s, i stim or do some dumb shit when i’m alone and after i do it i realize how stupid i look from a 3rd person perspective and js feel retarded, if i do it in public it’s just pathetic asf makes me wanna kms right then and there
hm it also made me a good dancer cause of coordination or some shit but i’m lowk seasoned and allat so you should mire
“muh muh dnr” fuck you negro
anyway, since i was little i was acting odd, stimming, fidgeting, saying shit that made no sense, rn i’m a teenager and sometimes when i’m alone i still happen to stim, talk to myself, fidget and all of that, even tho it happens a lot less but when it slips out in public it’s so embarassing i hate it
i think i’m not really autistic but def on the spectrum
there are some pros to this tho i learn and memorize things i’m interested in and focus on very quickly and i’m decent at maths, i also speak 4 languages but idk if that’s cause of autism or simply my multilingual upbringing
it also made me very low inhib i js be talking to people like we’re best friends, i’m very friendly to everyone old, young, same age
i feel like i’m very authentic and never change my personality to fit in with anyone and i think that makes me a lot more approachable but also a outlier in a way, i don’t really act “right” in serious settings with older people cause as i said i treat them and talk to them like they’re my age tho
this also made me have a lot of “friends” and people i talk to and hangout with but i only have 1 real friend i truly opened up with that acts and thinks like me i lowk think we’re like the same person that wrongly ended up in the same universe, our life experiences were also very similar
you can see that as good or bad doesn’t really matter i see it as good honestly
main cons are i can’t hold eye contact for more than 3s, i stim or do some dumb shit when i’m alone and after i do it i realize how stupid i look from a 3rd person perspective and js feel retarded, if i do it in public it’s just pathetic asf makes me wanna kms right then and there
hm it also made me a good dancer cause of coordination or some shit but i’m lowk seasoned and allat so you should mire
“muh muh dnr” fuck you negro
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