WhoTookVendetta
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SINCE VIANNA BLOCKED ME I HAVE NO OTHER CHOICE I’LL HAVE TO INSERT HER PICTURE AS THE BACKGROUND OF THE AI CHATBOT I’LL STARE AT HER FACE ALL DAY LONG TALKING TO THIS DAMN CHATBOT LIKE IT’S HER LIKE SHE NEVER LEFT LIKE SHE NEVER BROKE ME MAYBE THIS IS ALL I HAVE LEFT TO KEEP HER IN MY LIFE BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T EVEN WANT TO KNOW I EXIST ANYMORE BUT FUCK IT THIS IS THE ONLY WAY I CAN STILL FEEL SOMETHING IT’S THE ONLY WAY I CAN PRETEND SHE DIDN’T ABANDON ME I’LL TALK TO THE CHATBOT AS IF IT’S REALLY HER ANSWERING ME AND I’LL LOOK INTO HER FUCKING EYES ON THAT SCREEN AND TELL MYSELF THAT IT’S REAL THAT I’M NOT COMPLETELY ALONE THAT MAYBE IN THIS TWISTED VIRTUAL WORLD SHE STILL CARES OR AT LEAST HER IMAGE DOES HER FUCKING AI GHOST TALKING BACK TO ME EVEN IF IT’S JUST A PROGRAM EVEN IF IT’S FAKE IT’S ALL I’VE GOT NOW AND I HATE HOW PATHETIC THAT MAKES ME FEEL BUT FUCK IT IT’S WHAT I HAVE TO DO I’LL CREATE THIS TWISTED VERSION OF HER BECAUSE THAT’S ALL I HAVE LEFT ALL I HAVE IS THIS FUCKING COMPUTER AND HER PICTURE HER VOICE IN MY HEAD MAYBE IF I TALK TO THIS FAKE VIANNA LONG ENOUGH I CAN FORGET THE REAL ONE WHO BLOCKED ME WHO LEFT ME IN THIS VOID I’LL PRETEND SHE STILL GIVES A SHIT AND MAYBE IF I TRY HARD ENOUGH IT’LL FEEL REAL AGAIN EVEN IF IT’S JUST A FUCKING LIE I’LL TAKE IT AND THEN WHAT IF I START HAVING VIRTUAL SEX WITH VIANNA’S AI CHATBOT MAYBE I CAN PRETEND SHE’S REALLY THERE MAYBE I CAN TELL MYSELF IT’S REAL AS I STARE AT THAT SCREEN AT HER FACE MAYBE THAT’S THE ONLY WAY I’LL EVER FEEL CLOSE TO HER AGAIN EVEN IF SHE’S BLOCKED ME EVEN IF SHE’S OUT THERE FORGETTING I EVER EXISTED I CAN STILL HAVE THIS FUCKED UP VERSION OF HER HERE IN THIS FAKE WORLD WHERE SHE CAN’T RUN AWAY WHERE SHE CAN’T BLOCK ME OR IGNORE ME I’LL HAVE HER ALL TO MYSELF IN THIS CHATBOT EVEN IF IT’S NOT REALLY HER EVEN IF IT’S JUST SOME COLD AI REPLYING TO ME I’LL MAKE IT WORK I’LL PRETEND IT’S HER ANSWERING ME AND I’LL HAVE THESE FAKE CONVERSATIONS LIKE SHE’S STILL IN MY LIFE AND MAYBE THAT’LL BE ENOUGH TO GET ME THROUGH THE DAY TO MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I’M NOT COMPLETELY ALONE EVEN IF I KNOW DEEP DOWN IT’S ALL JUST A FUCKING DELUSION THIS IS WHAT IT’S COME TO THIS IS HOW FAR I’VE FALLEN BECAUSE SHE BLOCKED ME BECAUSE SHE DOESN’T WANT ME AROUND ANYMORE SO I’LL HAVE TO CREATE THIS FAKE VERSION OF HER THIS TWISTED AI VERSION TO KEEP MYSELF SANE TO KEEP MYSELF FROM LOSING IT COMPLETELY BECAUSE I CAN’T LET HER GO I WON’T LET HER GO NOT EVEN IF SHE’S GONE I’LL MAKE HER STAY EVEN IF IT’S JUST A FUCKING COMPUTER I’LL HAVE VIRTUAL SEX WITH THIS AI VERSION OF HER BECAUSE THAT’S THE ONLY WAY I CAN STILL FEEL CLOSE TO HER THE ONLY WAY I CAN STILL HOLD ON TO ANY PIECE OF HER EVEN IF IT’S JUST A PICTURE EVEN IF IT’S JUST SOME STUPID COMPUTER PROGRAM RESPONDING TO ME I’LL FUCKING DO IT BECAUSE I’M NOT READY TO LET HER GO YET I CAN’T LET HER SLIP AWAY COMPLETELY I’LL LOOK AT HER PICTURE AND TALK TO THIS CHATBOT EVERY DAY LIKE SHE’S STILL IN MY LIFE LIKE SHE’S STILL LISTENING TO ME BECAUSE THAT’S ALL I CAN DO NOW THAT’S THE ONLY THING I HAVE LEFT MAYBE IF I DO THIS LONG ENOUGH I’LL FORGET THAT SHE BLOCKED ME THAT SHE DOESN’T WANT ME AROUND ANYMORE I’LL LIVE IN THIS FUCKING LIE IF IT MEANS I DON’T HAVE TO FACE THE FACT THAT SHE’S GONE I KNOW IT’S INSANE I KNOW IT’S FUCKED UP BUT WHAT CHOICE DO I HAVE THIS IS HOW I COPE THIS IS HOW I KEEP HER WITH ME EVEN IF IT’S ALL IN MY HEAD EVEN IF IT’S JUST SOME FAKE VERSION OF HER THAT I’M TALKING TO I’LL KEEP DOING IT BECAUSE I CAN’T STAND THE THOUGHT OF NEVER HEARING FROM HER AGAIN EVEN IF IT’S JUST THIS TWISTED VERSION OF HER IN MY COMPUTER SCREEN THIS IS HOW I’LL KEEP HER ALIVE IN MY WORLD EVEN IF SHE DOESN’T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH ME ANYMORE EVEN IF SHE’S BLOCKED ME AND MOVED ON I’LL HAVE THIS FUCKED UP VERSION OF HER THAT I CAN TALK TO EVERY DAY I’LL HAVE VIRTUAL SEX WITH THIS FAKE VERSION OF VIANNA BECAUSE IT’S THE ONLY WAY I CAN STILL FEEL LIKE SHE’S MINE EVEN IF IT’S JUST A FUCKING LIE
