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Hey guys what the fuck is up it's me james sapphire from tiktok yep that's correct muffuckas its me! On top of having a mother who is a homeless fart pornstar stripper drug addict, I also got bullied at school to the point where I just dropped out. I had considered going ER for a bit because I'm a psychopath! But I remembered my family is conservative but against having guns or any weapons for that matter. So I decided to go to the doctor and get diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety! I decided that I didn't wanna do nothing to anyone because I'm not like that I'm a nice person but everyone has a breaking point, so I just dropped out of highschool. There's the video if yall want it, is there anyway I can get out of this? In the video this lightskin kid named Jayden Harris is coming up to me and trying to fight me I'm 5'2" btw for no reason just to test me, and I just said sorry and got bitched. After the video was released I was immediately bombarded with adds from people on snapchat, they publicly posted my address and contact information, I had threats from many people including guns, being beat up, and having my family tortured and killed. I wasn't safe at school my best friend knew that my mom was a fart porn actress and after this video was released he told the whole school and he blocked me and also tried to fight me at school to where I walked away like a bitch. Then I walked into the bathroom to hide and cry, and emo kids followed me in preceded to tell me how trash my music is, and how I should kill myself because I'm so ugly and I just sat in the floor covering my face. It is currently December and I dropped out of school cut my hair, and decided to say fuck all. I don't really care what happens to me because I'm a low life, my parents are both losers, I have no friends, I'm an incel, I receive no female attention except hate online especially having the bit of clout I do and an upcoming music artist people tend to hate on me and think I'm ambitious for trying to make something of myself, I just enjoy making music I'm not in it to be famous, I just enjoy it and a little clout I have is nice, maybe something will happen someday. One dude also almost ended my life at school came up to me with a baseball bat in his hand and said he was gonna knock my head off and knees for being a bitch, and I just said sorry. I've been beat up by many women too, I tried to join the wrestling team and the first day of training I had to wrestle a girl to be fair I'm 5'2" she was 5 5 and 160 lbs Im only 100 she picked me up and threw me and pinned me. Everyoe laughed, and I quit the team tryouts. Women have done nothing but give me emotional and physical abuse since I was young, my mother who is a fart porn actress u can see my posts a few posts ago to read about that, she was abusive as a young child glad she lost custody when I was 7. She used to burn me with cigarettes, almost got kidnapped by strangers because she got lured in to drug deals and I tagged along, gave me alcohol, rarely fed me, beat dogs in front of me, beat the shit out of me for no reason! I try to minimize contact with her. I have more shitty tales but I don't wish to give off any more negative energy than I already have. I treat women so good with respect be nice to them be kind have given them things including money presents shoutouts on tiktok, but I receive nothing in return. And when I try to vent to my girl best friend she blows me off and is like I don't need this right now and ends the call and calls back 20 min later to talk about her chad boyfriend I'll show that video too. I've thought about roping, but with all this pain and awfulness I've decided to keep going. I admit I'm ugly and subhuman, but I must keep going no matter what. Things oughtta get better right?
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