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Hey guys, I wanted to ask you about my predicament because I felt you would have rational advice compared to someone who was bluepilled or redpilled. Sorry this is a long story, but I'll try my very best to just keep it to the important parts.
The story starts my third year of high school. It's summer break and I become friends with one of the guys from the grade below me, he was from another state so when he moved here he got held back a year. Anyway, most of his friends are guys but he has one female friend, one day she brings over a girl who none of us know. She seems kind of cold and unapproachable and none of us really talk to her much. A year goes by and eventually she begins 'dating' my friend. Everyone kind of finds this weird because they don't even hold hands in public and she treats him like her slave constantly, basically an 'oofy doofy' situation. The school year starts up and college is around the corner for them so they break up. I am in my first year but I visit home a lot so I hang out with everyone. I notice that she starts paying a lot more attention to me when the group hangs out and we talk a lot.
We get closer and both admit we like each other, both of us feel bad because obviously she dated my friend but we like each other enough that it doesn't stop us from talking. Eventually she tells me the real reason she broke up with him was because he wanted to have sex or kiss and she said she didn't want to with him so he got mad and ignored her. This made me really like her because she is still a virgin even after being pressured, which even at 18 is ridiculously uncommon. You can call it cope, but I believe in pair bonding so this matters a lot to me. She's a catholic and one of those 'wait till marriage' types, and I am the same way so we connected over that. A real blackpill moment for my friend is that she liked me and treated me good and was hugging my arm 24/7 when we went out somewhere just me and her. I think that's probably because she is a bratty girl and I passed her shit tests so she grew attached to me. I don't think she is malicious, she just couldn't respect him cause he was an 'oofy doofy'.
I had kind of a bad first year in college. I was pretty depressed so when I came home for the summer all I did was sit in my bed. I hung out with her a few times, but I probably should have more, she got the idea I didn't want to be with her I think. Anyway, one day we were talking about her going away for school and it made me so sad that I basically said I thought we should go get dinner before she left and talk this out. Now here is the bad part, I didn't. I don't want to give you guys some excuse but I think I just cracked cause of everything else going bad in my life so I just ghosted her for a month. She got to college three weeks ago and I tried reaching out to her but she wouldn't answer. She didn't block me but she's not even reading my messages, which I can't say I blame her for.
Bring on the jokes, 'she's probably fucking 20 guys or whatever', yeah I get it. Obviously that thought crossed my mind. I mean, she is in all girls housing and goes to a catholic college where the priests check the dorms at night, not that that would necessarily stop her, but it definitely makes it harder. The redpill advice I've been getting is to ignore her and work on myself, then she might come back. I don't even doubt that but I kind of feel like it's a race against time, even if she is a wholesome girl, she has roommates and other influences and I'm sure it's a matter of time. I get the advice always is to just walk away, but really? Trust me, I'm not really a romantic guy. I was watching Sandman MGTOW and Thinking Ape at 17-18, I wasn't looking to find a girl when I was young I thought it was stupid, but I just kind of did. Honestly, I think waiting till 30 might be cope because even if you are a millionaire every girl is tainted. Young love really is the best and I feel like this is my last shot at it. I'm 6'2" and probably htn at my peak, but she met me at my lowest and still got attached to me. I assume its cause the only other guy she spent time with I mogged and I share her values on sex and marriage. She likes anime so I assume she could be autistic so maybe that helped me, I am good at manipulating autistic people. Also, her family is crazy rich and they don't have a son so I would be able to slot myself in and carve out a nice life for myself.
Okay but seriously I actually love this girl but I got scared and didn't tell her and any day now she will slip away so what do I do? She loves me back, she literally said as much but I hurt her by not talking to her. When we get back for Christmas break I thought I'd try to speak to her, we live in a small town so I will run into her for sure. Her friend who wants us together told her she should talk to me and all she said was 'okay thanks', which doesn't seem good. I don't want to be a cuck and the second I know she fucked a guy I'll lose all feelings but I wanna give it my all before I give up on her. I'm not Indian, this isn't in Mumbai, and this isn't a brag thread. Even if you don't trust my account id appreciate you taking me at face value. I just would rather not be 30 years old 'betabuxxing' if I can help it. I'm aware of female nature and she's not perfect, no women is, but she's around top 1-3%, better than I deserve even at my hypothetical peak.
Anyone had any experience with something like this, how did it turn out, and what can I do for the best chances?
The story starts my third year of high school. It's summer break and I become friends with one of the guys from the grade below me, he was from another state so when he moved here he got held back a year. Anyway, most of his friends are guys but he has one female friend, one day she brings over a girl who none of us know. She seems kind of cold and unapproachable and none of us really talk to her much. A year goes by and eventually she begins 'dating' my friend. Everyone kind of finds this weird because they don't even hold hands in public and she treats him like her slave constantly, basically an 'oofy doofy' situation. The school year starts up and college is around the corner for them so they break up. I am in my first year but I visit home a lot so I hang out with everyone. I notice that she starts paying a lot more attention to me when the group hangs out and we talk a lot.
We get closer and both admit we like each other, both of us feel bad because obviously she dated my friend but we like each other enough that it doesn't stop us from talking. Eventually she tells me the real reason she broke up with him was because he wanted to have sex or kiss and she said she didn't want to with him so he got mad and ignored her. This made me really like her because she is still a virgin even after being pressured, which even at 18 is ridiculously uncommon. You can call it cope, but I believe in pair bonding so this matters a lot to me. She's a catholic and one of those 'wait till marriage' types, and I am the same way so we connected over that. A real blackpill moment for my friend is that she liked me and treated me good and was hugging my arm 24/7 when we went out somewhere just me and her. I think that's probably because she is a bratty girl and I passed her shit tests so she grew attached to me. I don't think she is malicious, she just couldn't respect him cause he was an 'oofy doofy'.
I had kind of a bad first year in college. I was pretty depressed so when I came home for the summer all I did was sit in my bed. I hung out with her a few times, but I probably should have more, she got the idea I didn't want to be with her I think. Anyway, one day we were talking about her going away for school and it made me so sad that I basically said I thought we should go get dinner before she left and talk this out. Now here is the bad part, I didn't. I don't want to give you guys some excuse but I think I just cracked cause of everything else going bad in my life so I just ghosted her for a month. She got to college three weeks ago and I tried reaching out to her but she wouldn't answer. She didn't block me but she's not even reading my messages, which I can't say I blame her for.
Bring on the jokes, 'she's probably fucking 20 guys or whatever', yeah I get it. Obviously that thought crossed my mind. I mean, she is in all girls housing and goes to a catholic college where the priests check the dorms at night, not that that would necessarily stop her, but it definitely makes it harder. The redpill advice I've been getting is to ignore her and work on myself, then she might come back. I don't even doubt that but I kind of feel like it's a race against time, even if she is a wholesome girl, she has roommates and other influences and I'm sure it's a matter of time. I get the advice always is to just walk away, but really? Trust me, I'm not really a romantic guy. I was watching Sandman MGTOW and Thinking Ape at 17-18, I wasn't looking to find a girl when I was young I thought it was stupid, but I just kind of did. Honestly, I think waiting till 30 might be cope because even if you are a millionaire every girl is tainted. Young love really is the best and I feel like this is my last shot at it. I'm 6'2" and probably htn at my peak, but she met me at my lowest and still got attached to me. I assume its cause the only other guy she spent time with I mogged and I share her values on sex and marriage. She likes anime so I assume she could be autistic so maybe that helped me, I am good at manipulating autistic people. Also, her family is crazy rich and they don't have a son so I would be able to slot myself in and carve out a nice life for myself.
Okay but seriously I actually love this girl but I got scared and didn't tell her and any day now she will slip away so what do I do? She loves me back, she literally said as much but I hurt her by not talking to her. When we get back for Christmas break I thought I'd try to speak to her, we live in a small town so I will run into her for sure. Her friend who wants us together told her she should talk to me and all she said was 'okay thanks', which doesn't seem good. I don't want to be a cuck and the second I know she fucked a guy I'll lose all feelings but I wanna give it my all before I give up on her. I'm not Indian, this isn't in Mumbai, and this isn't a brag thread. Even if you don't trust my account id appreciate you taking me at face value. I just would rather not be 30 years old 'betabuxxing' if I can help it. I'm aware of female nature and she's not perfect, no women is, but she's around top 1-3%, better than I deserve even at my hypothetical peak.
Anyone had any experience with something like this, how did it turn out, and what can I do for the best chances?
