Was publicly humiliated in front of my whole class due to my low verbal IQ and non NT behavior.

[ASM5]

Today in class we had a fish bowl discussion. For those who don’t know what this is it is when ten kids sit in the middle of the classroom while the rest of the class grades and listens into the people in middles conversation. My class is filled with hyper NT athletes who excel in language skills specifically. While I on the other hand was non NT and felt like an imposter in the group(I was). Anyways we all sat in the middle and talked about a case study but every time I opened my mouth people dead ass started laughing at me. I would stutter and sounded like an idiot whenever I spoke due to low verbal IQ. Anyways I realized the difference in behavior between me and these kids and realized NT will never be achieved for me. Even though I am not actually autistic I have been destroyed through the years of being made fun of to the point where I hate speaking out at all, so over.

 

[PostivityCore]

brutal, hope you get better

 

[R@m@]

Huge blow to the ego

 

[zanxpl]

sounds like you don't speak to people a lot. My stuttering got fixed when I started talking more.

 

[ASM5]

sounds like you don't speak to people a lot. My stuttering got fixed when I started talking more.

I do though I go to functions every weekend, I think I just have severe social anxiety.

 

[ASM5]

Drinking is the only time I feel good though lowkey, all the anxiety goes away and I can socialize like a normal person

 

[zanxpl]

I do though I go to functions every weekend, I think I just have severe social anxiety.

try talking slower than and being nonchalant. i have social anxiety as well ajnd it worked

 

[the atrain]

Today in class we had a fish bowl discussion. For those who don’t know what this is it is when ten kids sit in the middle of the classroom while the rest of the class grades and listens into the people in middles conversation. My class is filled with hyper NT athletes who excel in language skills specifically. While I on the other hand was non NT and felt like an imposter in the group(I was). Anyways we all sat in the middle and talked about a case study but every time I opened my mouth people dead ass started laughing at me. I would stutter and sounded like an idiot whenever I spoke due to low verbal IQ. Anyways I realized the difference in behavior between me and these kids and realized NT will never be achieved for me. Even though I am not actually autistic I have been destroyed through the years of being made fun of to the point where I hate speaking out at all, so over.

That shit always happens to me idk how to be low inhib

 

[zetawannabeCel]

Ropemax

 

[ASM5]

Ropemax

Nah ima just raise verbal iq since it’s the only area of iq that can be raised, then just join a frat + blast gear to be high T aggressive and be big which will make me more confident.

 

[NorwoodAscender]

i didn’t say one word during these fishbowls just sat there didn’t give two shits about my grade