Weed really sucks for me 80% of the time

[DianabolDownie]

Being high is generally a terrible experience for me.
I cant help but introspect and that always leads down a bad path. I'm quick to depersonalize when high, which can be fun, but often viewing myself from an outside perspective is fucking terrible.

 

[bloated]

Wtf are you smokin on

 

[DianabolDownie]

Wtf are you smokin on

It's just weed, but I never take a few hits. When I decide to get high, I'm going for many consecutive big hits until my throat cant take any more burn, then hitting it a couple more times every few minutes until the paranoia is unbearable.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Meth is unironically the opposite of that

 

[bloated]

It's just weed, but I never take a few hits. When I decide to get high, I'm going for many consecutive big hits until my throat cant take any more burn, then hitting it a couple more times every few minutes.

Sometimes it’s good to get a little trippy

Try some Indica strains they’re more if a feel good body high and don’t effect your thoughts too much

 

[M3R]

It's just weed, but I never take a few hits. When I decide to get high, I'm going for many consecutive big hits until my throat cant take any more burn, then hitting it a couple more times every few minutes.

Then you're just oversmoking. Should try to smoke less to not get blasted.

 

[Deleted member 17375]

@Weed really sucks for me 80% of the time

 

[getra]

If you depersonalize and see yourself in a bad light it probably means something is actually wrong with you irl. As in your situation, the way you behave, whether you’re real with yourself or not in a sober state, the shit you do.

 

[DianabolDownie]

Sometimes it’s good to get a little trippy

Try some Indica strains they’re more if a feel good body high and don’t effect your thoughts too much

I've tried some indica, wasnt a huge fan. The only appeal for me is watching as my state of consciousness becomes more and more discombobulated, where I can clearly perceive every subtle thought passing in the background while watching my external existence through a computer screen. Not to mention taking steps forward, then feeling like the previous step took place a month ago, even though logically I know it was a second ago.

 

[bloated]

I've tried some indica, wasnt a huge fan. The only appeal for me is watching as my state of consciousness becomes more and more discombobulated, where I can clearly perceive every subtle thought passing in the background while watching my external existence through a computer screen.

Weed isn’t for everyone

 

[DianabolDownie]

Weed isn’t for everyone

Last night was actually pretty good though, state of consciousness was hardly altered, but everything was funnier. Though, as I explained, that's not really the appeal for me

 

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Last night was actually pretty good though, state of consciousness was hardly altered, but everything was funnier. Though, as I explained, that's not really the appeal for me

Maybe they way you think is the problem and you’re just more aware of it when High

Iv tried all kinds of drugs and a “bad trip” is just becoming aware of things that are detrimental to you in a way

But it is subjective some people enjoy being an asshole

 

[DianabolDownie]

Maybe they way you think is the problem and you’re just more aware of it when High

Iv tried all kinds of drugs and a “bad trip” is just becoming aware of things that are detrimental to you in a way

But it is subjective some people enjoy being an asshole

The thoughts become pretty abstract and hard to describe (sounding like hallucinogenic drugs, not weed), but they are hard to avoid. It wasn't entirely how I acted overtly that bothered me, it was my own processes of thought and the simplicity of my everyday communication. I always knew I was a weirdo, but being in that state just rubs it in my face a whole new way.
I live most my life daydreaming, even when operating irl. I have come to be alright with it, but being high makes me see how detrimental the trait is, but also rubs my inability to change it in my face.
It's the same for many other traits, traits I cant really describe, but are present nonetheless.

 

[TsarTsar444]

Never try stims op, they are too good

 

[DianabolDownie]

Never try stims op, they are too good

I want Adderall
I will have Adderall

 

[TsarTsar444]

I want Adderall
I will have Adderall

No bro, don't tbh, it is addicting

 

[DianabolDownie]

No bro, don't tbh, it is addicting

Uni will be impossible for me at this rate, my attention span just gets worse

 

[bloated]

The thoughts become pretty abstract and hard to describe (sounding like hallucinogenic drugs, not weed), but they are hard to avoid. It wasn't entirely how I acted overtly that bothered me, it was my own processes of thought and the simplicity of my everyday communication. I always knew I was a weirdo, but being in that state just rubs it in my face a whole new way.
I live most my life daydreaming, even when operating irl. I have come to be alright with it, but being high makes me see how detrimental the trait is, but also rubs my inability to change it in my face.
It's the same for many other traits, traits I cant really describe, but are present nonetheless.

You should try smoking in a more peaceful environment and not be so harsh in yourself everyone’s fucked up and trying to be better

 

[thegoat]

I started smoking every day for about 5 months at one point. Initially i would get anxiety/paranoia for the first hour always, but after 2 months it became a good chill experience for the whole duration like 80% of the time

Also maybe try smoking less. You wont be wasted but youll just get into a chill mood

 

[DianabolDownie]

You should try smoking in a more peaceful environment and not be so harsh in yourself everyone’s fucked up and trying to be better

The only environment I smoke in is my dimly-lit, secluded bedroom

 

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The only environment I smoke in is my dimly-lit, secluded bedroom

I go to a park or the beach

 

[DianabolDownie]

I go to a park or the beach

I only go outside for work and college, shits brutal

 

[M3R]

I started smoking every day for about 5 months at one point. Initially i would get anxiety/paranoia for the first hour always, but after 2 months it became a good chill experience for the whole duration like 80% of the time

Also maybe try smoking less. You wont be wasted but youll just get into a chill mood

Yeah, i rarely see it mentioned but it's also true for me. I think it's because of the body and mind being more tolerant to the effects. When i'm not smoking often, i get paranoid when i overdo weed but when i'm smoking very often i can't even get as high and when i do i just get sleepy not anxious.

 

[CupOfCoffee]

Meth is unironically the opposite of that

Sounds coomfy

 

[thegoat]

Yeah, i rarely see it mentioned but it's also true for me. I think it's because of the body and mind being more tolerant to the effects. When i'm not smoking often, i get paranoid when i overdo weed but when i'm smoking very often i can't even get as high and when i do i just get sleepy not anxious.

Yeah pretty much. But its not really "tolerance". Because nowadays i can get really high like wasted af and not feel anxious whereas before just getting a tiny bit high id still get some anxiety

 

[Deleted member 16970]

had a edible today (3rd time doing weed). still high 8 hours later. wdf it lasts so long

 

[apocalypse]

Relatable, I made this thread about it https://looksmax.org/threads/had-a-...e-is-even-worse-than-i-thought-it-was.461266/

 

[TsarTsar444]

had a edible today (3rd time doing weed). still high 8 hours later. wdf it lasts so long

How does it feel like

 

[Deleted member 16970]

How does it feel like

Like perpetual goosebump euphoria

 

[Larpongstopper]

Meth is unironically the opposite of that

I hated weed, i’m more of an amphetimine guy uppers mog like adderal

 

[Deprived]

I remember you saying this 2 years ago

 

[Deleted member 16984]

Being high is generally a terrible experience for me.
I cant help but introspect and that always leads down a bad path. I'm quick to depersonalize when high, which can be fun, but often viewing myself from an outside perspective is fucking terrible.

You think it's introspection, but it's not, it's mild schizophrenia.

 

[CHADaafdellugexxbb19]

You think it's introspection, but it's not, it's mild schizophrenia.

shut the fuck up

 

[Deleted member 16984]

shut the fuck up

Fuck off retard

 

[turkproducer]

that shit ruins you, all that money gone… FML

turns you into a social awkward mess as well

if you’re smoking everyday, stop

 

[DianabolDownie]

I remember you saying this 2 years ago

I have never mentioned weed on the forum until now

 

[Deprived]

I have never mentioned weed on the forum until now

 

[DianabolDownie]

I

that shit ruins you, all that money gone… FML

turns you into a social awkward mess as well

if you’re smoking everyday, stop

I rarely smoke, I've spent a total of 25 bucks on a cart, every other time it has been provided to me for free by my coworkers.
Speaking of which.....

coworker gave me edibles, going to enter hell tonight

 

[DianabolDownie]

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I didn't begin using weed until about 6 months ago

 

[Deprived]

I didn't begin using weed until about 6 months ago

Probably confusing you with someone else tbh

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Being high is generally a terrible experience for me.
I cant help but introspect and that always leads down a bad path. I'm quick to depersonalize when high, which can be fun, but often viewing myself from an outside perspective is fucking terrible.

Same same here. It's too deep sometimes.

 

[DianabolDownie]

Probably confusing you with someone else tbh

Probably so, I have no memory of even mentioning the word until a month or so ago

 

[2d v2]

what you need is jenkem

 

[ropemax]

I don't even have to read this thread to know the advice is gonna be:

- try some indica strains
- relax
- smoke less
- power through it, it will disappear if you outsmoke it

 

[ropemax]

You think it's introspection, but it's not, it's mild schizophrenia.