Went to 3 raves in 3 days in a row.

[Deleted member 17578]

First night was cocaine+alcohol+ketamine.
Second night was 2-cb+alcohol+ketamine.
Third night was mephedrone+alcohol+ketamine.

I had a lot of of fun ngl. And the experience was very mentally fullfilling aswell, with deeper thoughts, emotions, and a longer-lasting afterglow every time where I felt great afterwards.

Not a single night did I have a comedown or did I feel worse the day after. Besides from having a lack of sleep, since the raves generally lasted untill 5-6AM and I had to cope with a few hours of sleep most days. Which wasn't ideal.
I had no relevant social experiences. I flirted with a girl 1 rave momentairily with no results. I vibed with some italian guys on another rave and some dutch guys on the last rave. But none of it is worthy of discussion.

Tbh every night has been fucking amazing and great fun. Just starting to realize that despite raves being a great night of fun. In the end they don't replace a good fullfilling life. It's just momentary fun + positive short-term effects from the afterglow and deeper emotional thoughts+realizations you get while high.

Probably still one of the best hobbies you can have tbh. But in the end it's just that: A great hobby.

Also I am amazed at how well I keep responding to drugs despite using them 2-3 times per week. The high is still as good as ever.

Here's a video from the rave of yesterday (5AM today)

Plans of the future:

-Definitely keep using a lot of drugs and going to a lot of raves.
-But also finding fullfillment in other areas of my life and realizing drugs+raves is just a really good hobby in the end. Best one you can have, but a hobby nonetheless.

 

[wollet2]

how these drugs make u feel

i dont see the appeal of raving maybe because im sober and cant fuck

i tried weed this year and all the times i felt an effect i got super paranoid, dizzy and couldnt use my brain

drugs kinda suck

 

[Deleted member 22888]

Any bitches? Last time I check u pounded a htb+ and ascended mentally. Hope things still going good

 

[wollet2]

also what constitutes in feeling that afterglow. ure having any particular thoughts?

when i was younger being around hot girls gave me the best vibes. now not so much

 

[Deleted member 17578]

how these drugs make u feel

Extreme self-love.

You reflect on your life and who you are, while feeling nothing but love. You stop coping completely and get to the core of your life and your issues.

After feeling all this intense love in the peak, I gradually get into a vibe where I just want to dance and move, and don't think about anything. At this point the ketamine also gets me completely out of this world and in a heavy state of delusion + hallucination. All while dancing + feeling great at the same time.

i dont see the appeal of raving maybe because im sober and cant fuck

No point in going to raves without drugs tbh.

i tried weed this year and all the times i felt an effect i got super paranoid, dizzy and couldnt use my brain

drugs kinda suck

I don't like weed either.

Try MDMA

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Ondertussen zat ik te rotten in mijn kamer.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Any bitches? Last time I check u pounded a htb+ and ascended mentally. Hope things still going good

No bitches. It's simply not worth it tbh. A lot of effort and drama, for minimal enjoyment.

Compare that to drugs: No effort, no drama, and always enjoyment.

How can bitches even compete?

 

[Gladiator]

What happened to your HTB date? You still fucking her?

 

[thickdickdaddy27]

I love drugs. Always a good time as long as you detox every now and then

 

[Deleted member 26092]

Bro how you got time for this.
And how do you avoid getting your dopamine receptor‘s burn out when taking those drugs?

 

[Deleted member 22888]

No bitches. It's simply not worth it tbh. A lot of effort and drama, for minimal enjoyment.

Compare that to drugs: No effort, no drama, and always enjoyment.

How can bitches even compete?

I get what u mean tbh. Just enjoy ur life bro u know u can occasionally pull htb+ so ur not in the WORST position. Its understandable women are hard work especially the better looking ones

 

[wollet2]

No bitches. It's simply not worth it tbh. A lot of effort and drama, for minimal enjoyment.

Compare that to drugs: No effort, no drama, and always enjoyment.

How can bitches even compete?

i feel people need to first go through the stage of having abundance of bitches to see how much drama and anxiety comes with it

only then they can enjoy their time alone

 

[Deleted member 17578]

also what constitutes in feeling that afterglow. ure having any particular thoughts?

when i was younger being around hot girls gave me the best vibes. now not so much

Personally when I've had an amazing night on a rave, the next hours/days I feel great because I think life can be fucking amazing. I can watch back the vids of the rave and I get good memories from how I felt just a couple hours/days ago.

When I feel sad/bad I can easily think: Doesn't matter. Life can be fucking amazing on raves so life is worth living.

Being around hot girls generally just make me feel depressed cuz I am sub-Chad. Meaning the effort is not worth the reward because these girls arent interested in a weak HTN like me. But on raves I don't think too much about.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

What happened to your HTB date? You still fucking her?

She's on a holiday abroad, but we will meet when she's back. But I am not too excited cuz I know she will reject me at some point anyways. So I don't want to put too much energy or thought into it.

 

[Deleted member 24410]

Dnr

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Ondertussen zat ik te rotten in mijn kamer.

Also my average weekend. This weekend was just very lit cuz of king's day. 2 days off + many raves.

Next weekend is just rotting + work for me aswell. Had to get the most out of this weekend tbh.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

i feel people need to first go through the stage of having abundance of bitches to see how much drama and anxiety comes with it

only then they can enjoy their time alone

abundance of bitches is for top 5% of men. I will never have that.

I am largely over trying to get rich, popular or attractive tbh. It's for the privileged, it's for the elite. I am tired of that shit since I was born with 0 privileges, born into a world of pain.
Ugly, poor and abused.

It's whatever tbh.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Also my average weekend. This weekend was just very lit cuz of king's day. 2 days off + many raves.

Next weekend is just rotting + work for me aswell. Had to get the most out of this weekend tbh.

Your life sounds fun ngl.

 

[wollet2]

abundance of bitches is for top 5% of men. I will never have that.

I am largely over trying to get rich, popular or attractive tbh. It's for the privileged, it's for the elite. I am tired of that shit since I was born with 0 privileges, born into a world of pain.

It's whatever tbh.

yeah iguess i didnt word properly

but knowing ure able to feel dick in decent hot pussy once in a while puts ur mind at peace. atleast thats how id feel

but since ive never felt pussy i cant feel at ease just being alone

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Your life sounds fun ngl.

Anyone can have the life that I have.

I went to all of these raves SOLO. Planned everything myself, got the drugs, went alone, got back home alone, etc.

I've talked to like ~10 diff people on these raves and the reactions are largely the same: they always ask me where my friends are. When I tell them I am SOLO they either look at me in disgust like I am some weirdo creep (usually the girls), or they are mirin' hard and call me a warrior (strijder) for going solo.

Drugs+Raves are lifefuel for friendless, ugly, autistic, subhuman, depressed, outcasted, bullied, suicidal incels like us.

You don't need anyone, don't need anything. Just need to show up at some event with some powder in a bag taped around ur dick. Once you are in, you go to the toilet, snort that shit, and feel great.

Lifefuel for us subhumans.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

yeah iguess i didnt word properly

but knowing ure able to feel dick in decent hot pussy once in a while puts ur mind at peace. atleast thats how id feel

but since ive never felt pussy i cant feel at ease just being alone

Doesn't work like that for me.

Decent hot pussy is extremely hard to get. So its too stressfull and too much anxiety in the extremely rare case that I do get it, to truly enjoy it.

But yeah if you could get it regularly and without much effort or mental thought, it's probably different.

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Anyone can have the life that I have.

I went to all of these raves SOLO. Planned everything myself, got the drugs, went alone, got back home alone, etc.

I've talked to like ~10 diff people on these raves and the reactions are largely the same: they always ask me where my friends are. When I tell them I am SOLO they either look at me in disgust like I am some weirdo creep (usually the girls), or they are mirin' hard and call me a warrior (strijder) for going solo.

Drugs+Raves are lifefuel for friendless, ugly, autistic, subhuman, depressed, outcasted, bullied, suicidal incels like us.

You don't need anyone, don't need anything. Just need to show up at some event with some powder in a bag taped around ur dick. Once you are in, you go to the toilet, snort that shit, and feel great.

Lifefuel for us subhumans.

Holy shit man, I could never do any of that. It’s like I got some sort of anxiety where I can’t do certain things. Like I have trouble ordering food or drinks outside. Heck I don’t even order food from Thuisbezorgd because of this as well. Can’t even go to a movie theater alone. So let alone a rave party! Plus I’m also ethnic so I’d be really out of place there, JFL.

 

[Deleted member 17578]

Holy shit man, I could never do any of that. It’s like I got some sort of anxiety where I can’t do certain things. Like I have trouble ordering food or drinks outside. Heck I don’t even order food from Thuisbezorgd because of this as well. Can’t even go to a movie theater alone. So let alone a rave party! Plus I’m also ethnic so I’d be really out of place there, JFL.

Was many ethnics there u wouldve been fine ngl

 

[Ghost Philosophy]

Was many ethnics there u wouldve been fine ngl

Wtf there’s ethnics going to raves?