Went to the nightclub, became insomniac

[Deleted member 616]

It's fucking depressing to see young, low inhib people having fun there relentlessly. Worst part of that is, when you come to the conclusion that you've spent all your prime years rotting/ doing nerdy shit, there's not so much time left for you to have fun with. An old heart can never go as wild as a young soul. Your soul has been held in detention so long that you will never know what genuine passion is, how to be low inhib or just yolo.

Times wears you away like a stone in river. That's the ultimate blackpill.

It's over for you buddy boyo.

It's
O
V
E
R

 

[Ritalincel]

@Insomniac

 

[11gaijin]

Just ldar

 

[Ritalincel]

Just ldar

 

[Insomniac]

I’m sorry that you had to endure being me.

 

[Deleted member 616]

I’m sorry that you had to endure being me.

I become like you every time I feel regrets

 

[androidcel]

How old are you?

 

[Deleted member 616]

How old are you?

Heading towards 30. Usually people around my age aren't obsessed with clubbing/ hookups anymore. Some have started to have a family others are living with full focus on career. I shared my regrets with an acquaintance once (very implicitly) and he called me immature.

Escortcelling is the only cope in the long run.

 

[nattycel]

Feelsbad being a teen just like most people in night clubs but unable to enjoy the
night life like most of them do. Maybe it has something to do with problems in my
life that I carry with me everywhere I go.

I prefer to get drunk alone and go to sleep rather than try to force happiness with people.

 

[AntiSocial-Fakecel]

What you should've did is got with nerdy girls like you growing up.

 

[Deleted member 616]

What you should've did is got with nerdy girls like you growing up.

Not easy to find. Tbh I used to think degenerate girls were only a tiny minority, now I know they're the vast majority.

My first gf was a nice nerdy girl. Haven't met a single one like her since our break-up.

 

[androidcel]

Heading towards 30. Usually people around my age aren't obsessed with clubbing/ hookups anymore. Some have started to have a family others are living with full focus on career. I shared my regrets with an acquaintance once (very implicitly) and he called me immature.

Escortcelling is the only cope in the long run.

Just money and sugardaddymaxx

 

[Deleted member 470]

Times wears you away like a stone in river. That's the ultimate blackpill.

 

[carnage]

Whores, drugs and black pill.

 

[vodka]

brutal

 

[Final82]

It's fucking depressing to see young, low inhib people having fun there relentlessly. Worst part of that is, when you come to the conclusion that you've spent all your prime years rotting/ doing nerdy shit, there's not so much time left for you to have fun with. An old heart can never go as wild as a young soul. Your soul has been held in detention so long that you will never know what genuine passion is, how to be low inhib or just yolo.

Times wears you away like a stone in river. That's the ultimate blackpill.

It's over for you buddy boyo.

It's
O
V
E
R

That’s why it’s a sensible and wise decision to avoid such social places - they will only make you depressed and suicidal .

 

[FatmanO]

Good thing Im 18 and building a good body for my prime years (19-25)

 

[Final82]

Not easy to find. Tbh I used to think degenerate girls were only a tiny minority, now I know they're the vast majority.

My first gf was a nice nerdy girl. Haven't met a single one like her since our break-up.

Even nerdy girls have unlimited options - thanks to tinder era . Back in the day ( pre 2013 or so )- nerdy girls were not that popular in the social circle and were a decent easier catch . Now ? Even they have chadlites ready to date them

Heading towards 30. Usually people around my age aren't obsessed with clubbing/ hookups anymore. Some have started to have a family others are living with full focus on career. I shared my regrets with an acquaintance once (very implicitly) and he called me immature.

Escortcelling is the only cope in the long run.

I am soon to be 37 bro . At least you are blackpilled before 30.

 

[FatmanO]

Even nerdy girls have unlimited options - thanks to tinder era . Back in the day ( pre 2013 or so )- nerdy girls were not that popular in the social circle and were a decent easier catch . Now ? Even they have chadlites ready to date them

I have this girl thats same age as me (18), nerdy but is super boring and bassicly admiteed to have less of a life than me. and all I do is play video games, watch yotuube and go to gym.

 

[Final82]

I have this girl thats same age as me (18), nerdy but is super boring and bassicly admiteed to have less of a life than me. and all I do is play video games, watch yotuube and go to gym.

Then go for her if you find her attractive sexually

 

[FatmanO]

Then go for her if you find her attractive sexually

I do find her average tbh, Im a volcel (gymmaxxing). Thing is she is super boring and cant talk anything but school

 

[Deleted member 470]

I do find her average tbh, Im a volcel (gymmaxxing). Thing is she is super boring and cant talk anything but school

80% of women at least are boring dude

just go for it if you think you have the chance

 

[Deleted member 701]

Good thing Im 18 and building a good body for my prime years (19-25)

What are you going to do about your loose skin btw is it bad?

 

[FatmanO]

What are you going to do about your looks skin btw?

Gonna wait about 1-2 years for it to naturally tighten out with time (as it will to extent, I did lose weight just recently.)
Do mind Ive been fat for about 12 years, so some of it will stay.

Then I will judge based on how loose it is if I need surgery or if ab exercises will tighten it a bit?

Why if I may ask?

80% of women at least are boring dude

just go for it if you think you have the chance

She has a crush on me, but there are many girls in my school (95% girls 5% guys) so theres a lot of options.

 

[Final82]

I do find her average tbh, Im a volcel (gymmaxxing). Thing is she is super boring and cant talk anything but school

Dude if she is averge looking , go for her . At least that will provide you experience . Don’t take any Pussy for granted . Market is very tough .

 

[FatmanO]

Dude if she is averge looking , go for her . At least that will provide you experience . Don’t take any Pussy for granted . Market is very tough .

Alright man, Imma sleep soon and think about it. Never thought about getting experience atleast.

 

[Deleted member 616]

Good thing Im 18 and building a good body for my prime years (19-25)

Good for you. I entered my college with 20% body fat and face covered with pimples. After 4 years of rotting, negligence and junkfoodmaxing I graduated with 25% bf and a bloated face covered by scars and hyperpigmentations. Being able to have a girlfriend at the time made me delusional to think that looksmaxing was unnecessary. I only started it at 25 and could see some significant changes one year later. Too late for me tho.

 

[FatmanO]

Good for you. I entered my college with 20% body fat and face covered with pimples. After 4 years of rotting, negligence and junkfoodmaxing I graduated with 25% bf and a bloated face covered by scars and hyperpigmentations. Being able to have a girlfriend at the time made me delusional to think that looksmaxing was unnecessary. I only started it at 25 and could see some significant changes one year later. Too late for me tho.

Was the gf cute?
Also if you take TRP ways in account they say that your smv grows as you age if that matters to you

 

[Deleted member 616]

Was the gf cute?
Also if you take TRP ways in account they say that your smv grows as you age if that matters to you

Average. Her face sucks (bloat, upper eyelid exposure) but her body is good.

It was still possible to date average looking nerdy girls back then in university. As long as you weren't too bad looking yourself and had a decent personality. The possibility is much lower now in 2019.

 

[FatmanO]

Average. Her face sucks (bloat, upper eyelid exposure) but her body is good.

It was still possible to date average looking nerdy girls back then in university. As long as you weren't too bad looking yourself and had a decent personality. The possibility is much lower now in 2019.

I agree, I feel you man, well not all hope is lost, at your age you can still get hot girls from what I read on TRP

 

[Final82]

Average. Her face sucks (bloat, upper eyelid exposure) but her body is good.

It was still possible to date average looking nerdy girls back then in university. As long as you weren't too bad looking yourself and had a decent personality. The possibility is much lower now in 2019.

Now ? It’s over