were fighting a loosing battle

[lenny4]

one day im happy the other im thinking about that noone ever will love me cause im retarded and ugly. i hate it. i just wanna have a normal life like every other 16 year old guy. i have 1 friend which i only go to the gym together but thats getting rarer lately and thats it. i haven’t had contact with any bitch since over 4 months now and before that i never had contact with any other foid. i hate it rn. all im doing is rotting in bed and deciding if im gonna end it or not. i dont wanna do this anymore. im so lonely i get excited every time someone like a comment from me on tiktok or a post here on org. and thats how i spend my days. just rotting away. never been to any partys never socialized with people just pure loneliness. i dont wanna do this anymore. is anyone else in the same situation? if yes what can i do to not wanna kill my self ever day

 

[BiggiecheeseI]

one day im happy the other im thinking about that noone ever will love me cause im retarded and ugly. i hate it. i just wanna have a normal life like every other 16 year old guy. i have 1 friend which i only go to the gym together but thats getting rarer lately and thats it. i haven’t had contact with any bitch since over 4 months now and before that i never had contact with any other foid. i hate it rn. all im doing is rotting in bed and deciding if im gonna end it or not. i dont wanna do this anymore. im so lonely i get excited every time someone like a comment from me on tiktok or a post here on org. and thats how i spend my days. just rotting away. never been to any partys never socialized with people just pure loneliness. i dont wanna do this anymore. is anyone else in the same situation? if yes what can i do to not wanna kill my self ever day

Nitrogen's one way to go, bro!