What being drunk thought me about my past

[Incelforeever]

I’m a very thoughtful person, always thinking, overthinking and what not. That’s my experience pretty much my entire life. I’m sure a lot of u are similar, u should know how exusting living like that is. Up until yesterday where I got drunk I wasn’t exactly sure how stressful and limiting living like this is, I thought I was insecure, I thought I was shy, but it’s just genetics really, I wasn’t meant to have a good life and now I clearly see.

It was me and two other friends, we bought some vodka and started drinking, I got drunk fairly quickly cuz I’m lightweight or something idk and bam, just like that I could just say whatever I want. It was just me and no one else, I didn’t care didn’t care, didn’t think. Freedom. Everything was more vibrant.


Now this is probably a retarded thread which doesn’t really make sense, idk maybe it’s all in my head. Feel free to laugh about my the way I describe it I don’t even know if this is about inhibition or not I’m not sure

 

[Heretic]

Brutal

 

[Leo]

tldr but good effort

 

[TylerDurdenMaxxing]

 

[fajitapocketpxsyy]

WE find comfort in drugs

 

[Incelforeever]

up

 

[Assymetry]

I can be so in my own head even alcohol can't save me.

 

[Incelforeever]

I can be so in my own head even alcohol can't save me.

i dont believe that, i have the most inhibition on the planet by far

 

[Assymetry]

i dont believe that, i have the most inhibition on the planet by far

I worry about my ptosis even more when drunk, the more drunk I get, the clearer the thoughts. Even when drunk I am a totally rational person.

 

[Incelforeever]

I worry about my ptosis even more when drunk, the more drunk I get, the clearer the thoughts. Even when drunk I am a totally rational person.

ha i also got ptosis, its not a big deal. damn tho if u cant even have fun when drunk it sucks

 

[ghenghis]

I’m a very thoughtful person, always thinking, overthinking and what not. That’s my experience pretty much my entire life. I’m sure a lot of u are similar, u should know how exusting living like that is. Up until yesterday where I got drunk I wasn’t exactly sure how stressful and limiting living like this is, I thought I was insecure, I thought I was shy, but it’s just genetics really, I wasn’t meant to have a good life and now I clearly see.

It was me and two other friends, we bought some vodka and started drinking, I got drunk fairly quickly cuz I’m lightweight or something idk and bam, just like that I could just say whatever I want. It was just me and no one else, I didn’t care didn’t care, didn’t think. Freedom. Everything was more vibrant.


Now this is probably a retarded thread which doesn’t really make sense, idk maybe it’s all in my head. Feel free to laugh about my the way I describe it I don’t even know if this is about inhibition or not I’m not sure

It makes sense to me because i relate. Alcohol even takes away my stutters

 

[Assymetry]

ha i also got ptosis, its not a big deal. damn tho if u cant even have fun when drunk it sucks

I also tend to drink too much, I am kind of a lightweight, can't even handle 20 250ml beers

 

[Incelforeever]

I also tend to drink too much, I am kind of a lightweight, can't even handle 20 250ml beers

idk i shared a 750ml vodka and got drunk after 3 rounds

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

0.2l of vodka and I'm gone lol. Being drunk helps a lot with my inhib, but doesn't completely remove it unfortunately

 

[Incelforeever]

0.2l of vodka and I'm gone lol. Being drunk helps a lot with my inhib, but doesn't completely remove it unfortunately

Damn i felt like i had none

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Damn i felt like i had none

Don't get me wrong, it helps a lot, but I still find it a bit hard to approach girls, but it's way easier.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

My friends make fun of me all the time because I get drunk extremely fast and easily lol

 

[Assymetry]

Don't get me wrong, it helps a lot, but I still find it a bit hard to approach girls, but it's way easier.

Talking to girls is insanely easy for me, no nerves. But approaching and flirting are my issue.

 

[IDontBlameAnybody]

Talking to girls is insanely easy for me, no nerves. But approaching and flirting are my issue.

I got drunk and walked around the club, called every hot girl I saw a nigga until one of them laughed and then I just started talking to her lol

 

[dawooddX]

I’m a very thoughtful person, always thinking, overthinking and what not. That’s my experience pretty much my entire life. I’m sure a lot of u are similar, u should know how exusting living like that is. Up until yesterday where I got drunk I wasn’t exactly sure how stressful and limiting living like this is, I thought I was insecure, I thought I was shy, but it’s just genetics really, I wasn’t meant to have a good life and now I clearly see.

It was me and two other friends, we bought some vodka and started drinking, I got drunk fairly quickly cuz I’m lightweight or something idk and bam, just like that I could just say whatever I want. It was just me and no one else, I didn’t care didn’t care, didn’t think. Freedom. Everything was more vibrant.


Now this is probably a retarded thread which doesn’t really make sense, idk maybe it’s all in my head. Feel free to laugh about my the way I describe it I don’t even know if this is about inhibition or not I’m not sure

idk how to fix it
i always constantly overthink abt anything im not even talking abt huge issues far from that. i hate it sm i cant livve like this

 

[Incelforeever]

idk how to fix it
i always constantly overthink abt anything im not even talking abt huge issues far from that. i hate it sm i cant livve like this

neither can i

 

[dawooddX]

neither can i

glad to know im not alone on this regardless

 

[Assymetry]

idk how to fix it
i always constantly overthink abt anything im not even talking abt huge issues far from that. i hate it sm i cant livve like this

We're gonna have to force ourselves in situations, get a reaction, realize it doesn't fucking matter and live on with the new confidence.

 

[Anamnesis]

smoke some weed twin

 

[Veridic]

I’m a very thoughtful person, always thinking, overthinking and what not. That’s my experience pretty much my entire life. I’m sure a lot of u are similar, u should know how exusting living like that is. Up until yesterday where I got drunk I wasn’t exactly sure how stressful and limiting living like this is, I thought I was insecure, I thought I was shy, but it’s just genetics really, I wasn’t meant to have a good life and now I clearly see.

It was me and two other friends, we bought some vodka and started drinking, I got drunk fairly quickly cuz I’m lightweight or something idk and bam, just like that I could just say whatever I want. It was just me and no one else, I didn’t care didn’t care, didn’t think. Freedom. Everything was more vibrant.


Now this is probably a retarded thread which doesn’t really make sense, idk maybe it’s all in my head. Feel free to laugh about my the way I describe it I don’t even know if this is about inhibition or not I’m not sure

Nah, it makes sense but that was just the alcohol lowering your inhibition to let everything out. What did your friends think?

 

[Incelforeever]

Nah, it makes sense but that was just the alcohol lowering your inhibition to let everything out. What did your friends think?

idk i didnt ask them

 

[Assymetry]

Gonna get my first hardmax this year, it will objectively improve my face. But there is no face for your inhib.

 

[Incelforeever]

But there is no face for your inhib.

idk about that, but the inhib pill is the most brutal imo

 

[Veridic]

Gonna get my first hardmax this year, it will objectively improve my face. But there is no face for your inhib.

Yes there is but it’s mental work that you need to take steps forward to improve and begin larping neurotypicality.

 

[Assymetry]

idk about that, but the inhib pill is the most brutal imo

It’s an autist surgery too, should’ve consulted for a rhino first instead.