What BP’d you?

[oneofone]

I’m curious to hear if there was a specific stand out moment that BP’d you. For me, I knew about BP since 2021 when Hamza went against Wheat Waffles. At the time and for a while after it I was a big Hamza fan and just agreeed with the comments that Whea Waffles was an incel. During 2023 I really started getting into BP and LM but because I watched so many Hamza and Redpill videos and practiced good habits I thought I was way better looking and desirable than I was. But during the time I remember always getting treated super badly by women, not like rejected because I wasn’t going up to any but bullied constantly in class and at the time I was maybe 5’2-4” and an LTN. They would always say ew to me and joke about me. Yet there was another guy (maybe MTN at best) who was simply just tall but ND and was also on red pill. I was always so confused why they’d laugh at all his jokes and treat him well even though he wasn’t really funny or even NT. But the moment that solidified it for me was when I went to the mall for my birthday and my friend was taking portraits of me and my other friends so I dressed my best styled my hair nice and what not but, my friend (the photographer) who mogged me had crocs, and just a generally weird outfit. He asked me to cold approach and me watching these red pill YouTubers though it was a good idea. So we were going around and I kept getting rejected but telling him stuff like “oh, she was 20” or “she had a boyfriend” (even though this one girl really did say she was 20 then her friend said they were 16, around my age at the time and she just literally ran away from me) but there was a group of girls around the mall we kept seeing and they were looking at my photographer friend and my other friend but, having an inflated ego I thought they were seeing me. And one of the girls motions to my photographer friend to come over. Tragically, I thought she was motioning to me so I go over and my other friends follow me and I ask for her IG, she whispers in her friends ear (who was genuinely a sub-3) and the friend looks at my starts laughing and then she gives me a fake IG. I walked away and then she proceeded to tell my photographer friend that I was a chopped dwarf and asked for his #. There was a lot more experiences that led to that but I think that was the standout moment. I’m curious to hear everyone else’s’.

 

[tomahawk]

Nothing I'm greypilled and bluepilled

 

[Orka]

That is a lot of words

 

[Rater727]

That is a lot of words

and im not reading em

 

[subhum4n7]

I’m curious to hear if there was a specific stand out moment that BP’d you. For me, I knew about BP since 2021 when Hamza went against Wheat Waffles. At the time and for a while after it I was a big Hamza fan and just agreeed with the comments that Whea Waffles was an incel. During 2023 I really started getting into BP and LM but because I watched so many Hamza and Redpill videos and practiced good habits I thought I was way better looking and desirable than I was. But during the time I remember always getting treated super badly by women, not like rejected because I wasn’t going up to any but bullied constantly in class and at the time I was maybe 5’2-4” and an LTN. They would always say ew to me and joke about me. Yet there was another guy (maybe MTN at best) who was simply just tall but ND and was also on red pill. I was always so confused why they’d laugh at all his jokes and treat him well even though he wasn’t really funny or even NT. But the moment that solidified it for me was when I went to the mall for my birthday and my friend was taking portraits of me and my other friends so I dressed my best styled my hair nice and what not but, my friend (the photographer) who mogged me had crocs, and just a generally weird outfit. He asked me to cold approach and me watching these red pill YouTubers though it was a good idea. So we were going around and I kept getting rejected but telling him stuff like “oh, she was 20” or “she had a boyfriend” (even though this one girl really did say she was 20 then her friend said they were 16, around my age at the time and she just literally ran away from me) but there was a group of girls around the mall we kept seeing and they were looking at my photographer friend and my other friend but, having an inflated ego I thought they were seeing me. And one of the girls motions to my photographer friend to come over. Tragically, I thought she was motioning to me so I go over and my other friends follow me and I ask for her IG, she whispers in her friends ear (who was genuinely a sub-3) and the friend looks at my starts laughing and then she gives me a fake IG. I walked away and then she proceeded to tell my photographer friend that I was a chopped dwarf and asked for his #. There was a lot more experiences that led to that but I think that was the standout moment. I’m curious to hear everyone else’s’.

DNR, jawad told me to looksmax back in 2022

 

[Bryce]

My older brother told me about Chico and I went down the rabbit hole. BP and lookism is overrated and only applies to a little bit in life anyways.

 

[Psocho]

That is a lot of words

The Great Wall of Ramblings

 

[abzz]

growing up fat + being bullied for being ugly lol

 

[Big Daddy]

being awake, sober + 8 yo did the job for me

 

[acm]

use paragraphs nigga jesus christ

 

[swaggers]

I’m curious to hear if there was a specific stand out moment that BP’d you. For me, I knew about BP since 2021 when Hamza went against Wheat Waffles. At the time and for a while after it I was a big Hamza fan and just agreeed with the comments that Whea Waffles was an incel. During 2023 I really started getting into BP and LM but because I watched so many Hamza and Redpill videos and practiced good habits I thought I was way better looking and desirable than I was. But during the time I remember always getting treated super badly by women, not like rejected because I wasn’t going up to any but bullied constantly in class and at the time I was maybe 5’2-4” and an LTN. They would always say ew to me and joke about me. Yet there was another guy (maybe MTN at best) who was simply just tall but ND and was also on red pill. I was always so confused why they’d laugh at all his jokes and treat him well even though he wasn’t really funny or even NT. But the moment that solidified it for me was when I went to the mall for my birthday and my friend was taking portraits of me and my other friends so I dressed my best styled my hair nice and what not but, my friend (the photographer) who mogged me had crocs, and just a generally weird outfit. He asked me to cold approach and me watching these red pill YouTubers though it was a good idea. So we were going around and I kept getting rejected but telling him stuff like “oh, she was 20” or “she had a boyfriend” (even though this one girl really did say she was 20 then her friend said they were 16, around my age at the time and she just literally ran away from me) but there was a group of girls around the mall we kept seeing and they were looking at my photographer friend and my other friend but, having an inflated ego I thought they were seeing me. And one of the girls motions to my photographer friend to come over. Tragically, I thought she was motioning to me so I go over and my other friends follow me and I ask for her IG, she whispers in her friends ear (who was genuinely a sub-3) and the friend looks at my starts laughing and then she gives me a fake IG. I walked away and then she proceeded to tell my photographer friend that I was a chopped dwarf and asked for his #. There was a lot more experiences that led to that but I think that was the standout moment. I’m curious to hear everyone else’s’.

when i was like 13 or something this girl asked me out as a joke and then told me im crusty

I never forgot that

Its ok though cuz i dont care about it anymore, its hard to care when im in the country club

Sent from my 4,000 dollar setup

 

[urban legend]

That is a lot of words

can you read it for me please?

 

[Matthias8272]

Eggman made a video "take the blackpill" I stumbled across via the youtube algorithm as i was already looking at redpill content. Interestingly all the uploads of the video were taken down when you search for it and every video that comes up is titled about not taking the black pill so they've clearly wiped a good amount of videos from different creators

In terms of lived experience just the generic incel/shitty life story is what lead me to discover it

 

[LTNUser]

The Great Wall of Ramblings


View attachment 4469484

Ain't reading wall of text

can you read it for me please?

Why do you want him to read ?

 

[urban legend]

Ain't reading wall of text

Why do you want him to read ?

just want my orky bear to read it for me

 

[Iblamejesus]

dnr but probably in 5th grade when this person who was 6 inches shorter then me "dated" my crush. In quotes cause we were in 5th grade jfl.

 

[volentuz]

My older brother told me about Chico and I went down the rabbit hole. BP and lookism is overrated and only applies to a little bit in life anyways.

little bit in life? are you good

 

[volentuz]

I’m curious to hear if there was a specific stand out moment that BP’d you. For me, I knew about BP since 2021 when Hamza went against Wheat Waffles. At the time and for a while after it I was a big Hamza fan and just agreeed with the comments that Whea Waffles was an incel. During 2023 I really started getting into BP and LM but because I watched so many Hamza and Redpill videos and practiced good habits I thought I was way better looking and desirable than I was. But during the time I remember always getting treated super badly by women, not like rejected because I wasn’t going up to any but bullied constantly in class and at the time I was maybe 5’2-4” and an LTN. They would always say ew to me and joke about me. Yet there was another guy (maybe MTN at best) who was simply just tall but ND and was also on red pill. I was always so confused why they’d laugh at all his jokes and treat him well even though he wasn’t really funny or even NT. But the moment that solidified it for me was when I went to the mall for my birthday and my friend was taking portraits of me and my other friends so I dressed my best styled my hair nice and what not but, my friend (the photographer) who mogged me had crocs, and just a generally weird outfit. He asked me to cold approach and me watching these red pill YouTubers though it was a good idea. So we were going around and I kept getting rejected but telling him stuff like “oh, she was 20” or “she had a boyfriend” (even though this one girl really did say she was 20 then her friend said they were 16, around my age at the time and she just literally ran away from me) but there was a group of girls around the mall we kept seeing and they were looking at my photographer friend and my other friend but, having an inflated ego I thought they were seeing me. And one of the girls motions to my photographer friend to come over. Tragically, I thought she was motioning to me so I go over and my other friends follow me and I ask for her IG, she whispers in her friends ear (who was genuinely a sub-3) and the friend looks at my starts laughing and then she gives me a fake IG. I walked away and then she proceeded to tell my photographer friend that I was a chopped dwarf and asked for his #. There was a lot more experiences that led to that but I think that was the standout moment. I’m curious to hear everyone else’s’.

 

[Bryce]

little bit in life? are you good

It is unironically personality a large portion of the time. If you can make good decisions and treat everyone with decency you'll get sooooo much further than you think. I hope this echo chamber of a websites gets deleted and people return to normalcy. It's sad to see kids on here falling for all this stuff.

 

[volentuz]

It is unironically personality a large portion of the time. If you can make good decisions and treat everyone with decency you'll get sooooo much further than you think. I hope this echo chamber of a websites gets deleted and people return to normalcy. It's sad to see kids on here falling for all this stuff.

i get what youre trying to imply but it doesnt matter what you think or feel like the truth is always objective

 

[Bryce]

i get what youre trying to imply but it doesnt matter what you think or feel like the truth is always objective

The truth is that most of what is discussed on this website is pure delusion. Go anywhere at any time and normies live life free of all this stuff and are 100x happier. I'm not discrediting the power of looks but unless you're a 5'4" obese goblin looking thing you can build a perfectly normal and happy life.

 

[L88]

Whos reading all of this

 

[volentuz]

The truth is that most of what is discussed on this website is pure delusion. Go anywhere at any time and normies live life free of all this stuff and are 100x happier. I'm not discrediting the power of looks but unless you're a 5'4" obese goblin looking thing you can build a perfectly normal and happy life.

well youre just typing out wildly extreme blanket statements its never that black and white is it? again i get what youre saying but its not like this website or the PSL sphere or anything for that matter exists out of nothing something makes it happen and things happen accordingly (actually nothing ever happens im just yapping )

 

[Bryce]

well youre just typing out wildly extreme blanket statements its never that black and white is it? again i get what youre saying but its not like this website or the PSL sphere or anything for that matter exists out of nothing something makes it happen and things happen accordingly (actually nothing ever happens im just yapping )

I think my statements are pretty rational. And I think I get what you're saying, but I can't keep forcing myself to believe this narrative anymore. I used to think I was an incel or whatever but after I started spending more time outside of this website I realized nobody thinks of it as much as the people here do. Now that I've been a dad for a while and met more people I found out that everyone shares the same struggles, most of us anyways. The issue is mostly isolation. The more time you spend with yourself, the more time you have to convince yourself that you're something you aren't because there's no one else to reaffirm you. Its quite dangerous.

 

[volentuz]

I think my statements are pretty rational. (it depends) And I think I get what you're saying, (mirin ) but I can't keep forcing myself to believe this narrative anymore. (but its the truth nonetheless wheres the narrative?) I used to think I was an incel or whatever but after I started spending more time outside of this website I realized nobody thinks of it as much as the people here do. (i mean i get what youre saying when you say people outside of the sphere dont really think about it or articulate it much but its more so what people value and what really is true irrespective of what the normie thinks or feels idk if you get that or agree) Now that I've been a dad for a while and met more people I found out that everyone shares the same struggles, most of us anyways. (youre a fucking dad? you have a wife and a family? i dont get this what the fuck and about the people having the same struggles its water everyone has them its true) The issue is mostly isolation. (sure i agree kind of but fixing the isolation will not fix the problem will it?) The more time you spend with yourself, the more time you have to convince yourself that you're something you aren't because there's no one else to reaffirm you. Its quite dangerous. (its not just about convincing yourself if youre something or not as i said truth is often objective doesnt matter if people want to agree with it or not but its not like people in this sphere will all kill themselves tomorrow ascending has happened and will happen but its not for everyone as people know this by now.)

DONT KNOW IF YOULL READ BUT PLEASE DO I ACTUALLY PUT SOME EFFORT AND IM NOT RETARDED I SWEAR

 

[volentuz]

Its quite dangerous.

about this you cant deny that it is but you also cant deny that it doesnt happen for no reason and it was never funny

 

[Bryce]

DONT KNOW IF YOULL READ BUT PLEASE DO I ACTUALLY PUT SOME EFFORT AND IM NOT RETARDED I SWEAR

Just one thing I wanna point out from that; I do not have a wife or multiple kids. I'm just a dad by itself. Lol.

 

[volentuz]

Just one thing I wanna point out from that; I do not have a wife or multiple kids. I'm just a dad by itself. Lol.

what the fuck does that even mean you have 1 kid? and you didnt fucking read my word wall but i read yours fuck you nigger

 

[Bryce]

what the fuck does that even mean you have 1 kid? and you didnt fucking read my word wall but i read yours fuck you nigger

I mean I am a single dad. And yes I read it but it's 3 in the morning... We can debate this further if you prefer but I believe we're both set in our ways so it's difficult to meet a crossroad with this.

 

[car12345]

gained consciousness after that at some point got treated really bad in life, realized most of it was because im ugly and neurodivergent, but i didnt really give up yet (redpill), tried to train socialising and gymcelling and a bit of looksmaxxing (didnt work). Still had some stuff to keep me going tho, and in like 2023 i gave up, wasnt that depressed back then, in 2024 i became a really sad boi and start of 2025 i made an account on here ig.

 

[car12345]

I mean I am a single dad

how old are you?

 

[volentuz]

I mean I am a single dad. And yes I read it but it's 3 in the morning... We can debate this further if you prefer but I believe we're both set in our ways so it's difficult to meet a crossroad with this.

i guess if you want to man mirin avi anyway

 

[Bryce]

how old are you?

Old enough that my hip snaps when I walk and I groan every time I get up/sit down.

 

[volentuz]

Old enough that my hip snaps when I walk and I groan every time I get up/sit down.

holy fuck

 

[volentuz]

Old enough that my hip snaps when I walk and I groan every time I get up/sit down.

nigga was alive when shields was in her prime or some shit

 

[YouDoYou]

Old enough that my hip snaps when I walk and I groan every time I get up/sit down.

Is that number you're counting age or is it weight?

 

[Bryce]

Is that number you're counting age or is it weight?

I've never been fat in my life, if thats what you're trying to get at. I'm a very slim individual. My hip has been defective for a while to degenerative joints but it's due to a chronic condition and could happen to anyone at any age really, I just added that for fun.

 

[keepswimming]

I’m curious to hear if there was a specific stand out moment that BP’d you. For me, I knew about BP since 2021 when Hamza went against Wheat Waffles. At the time and for a while after it I was a big Hamza fan and just agreeed with the comments that Whea Waffles was an incel. During 2023 I really started getting into BP and LM but because I watched so many Hamza and Redpill videos and practiced good habits I thought I was way better looking and desirable than I was. But during the time I remember always getting treated super badly by women, not like rejected because I wasn’t going up to any but bullied constantly in class and at the time I was maybe 5’2-4” and an LTN. They would always say ew to me and joke about me. Yet there was another guy (maybe MTN at best) who was simply just tall but ND and was also on red pill. I was always so confused why they’d laugh at all his jokes and treat him well even though he wasn’t really funny or even NT. But the moment that solidified it for me was when I went to the mall for my birthday and my friend was taking portraits of me and my other friends so I dressed my best styled my hair nice and what not but, my friend (the photographer) who mogged me had crocs, and just a generally weird outfit. He asked me to cold approach and me watching these red pill YouTubers though it was a good idea. So we were going around and I kept getting rejected but telling him stuff like “oh, she was 20” or “she had a boyfriend” (even though this one girl really did say she was 20 then her friend said they were 16, around my age at the time and she just literally ran away from me) but there was a group of girls around the mall we kept seeing and they were looking at my photographer friend and my other friend but, having an inflated ego I thought they were seeing me. And one of the girls motions to my photographer friend to come over. Tragically, I thought she was motioning to me so I go over and my other friends follow me and I ask for her IG, she whispers in her friends ear (who was genuinely a sub-3) and the friend looks at my starts laughing and then she gives me a fake IG. I walked away and then she proceeded to tell my photographer friend that I was a chopped dwarf and asked for his #. There was a lot more experiences that led to that but I think that was the standout moment. I’m curious to hear everyone else’s’.

TLDR?