Should i do it?

[foidslayerx]

I’m going through a fucked up time in my life. Whole summer i’ve stayed in my home because i was afraid of my looks. My classmates that i thought are my friends were distancing themselves from me for an unknown reason. I asked them many times what was the problem and if i did something bad but they just told me im schizo and i’m creating things in my head. Today was the 2nd day of high school(i’m 16 btw) for me and i got replaced by another classmate in my seat where i sat with them all previous year. The fucked up thing is they are making shit up to make my only friend turn against me and it’s working. Today i gave her a late present for her bday that she had a month ago but i couldn’t come to her because i was really ashamed of how i was looking to the point i didn’t want anybody to see me in weeks. Yesterday 1st day of school they ignored me and didn’t want to have anything to do with me. A couple weeks ago i started to create an album in my phone with photos and ideas of how i could kill myself without feeling much pain because i’m a fucking pussy. My plan was to make all of the people around me hate me so when i finally kill myself they won’t feel guilty at all. Is it a good time to do that?

 

[foidslayerx]

Bump

 

[bnugly]

no

 

[Thodian]

Either improve ur looks or kys
U won’t kys most humans won’t
not trying to provoke but it’s the truth
So improve ur looks or stay the same and waste a life

 

[foidslayerx]

Either improve ur looks or kys
U won’t kys most humans won’t
not trying to provoke but it’s the truth
So improve ur looks or stay the same and waste a life

I was trying to get marpe. They wanted to get my wisdom teeth out so i went to a specialist and he told me he won’t do it because it’s too risky. I would have to be operated where they take a part of my jaw bone so the tooth can be accessed and that could result in many things like nerve damage. My parents don’t really want to take the risk and i can’t do it without their permission. I’m scared of killing myself your right i wanted to OD but can’t really get anything to do that on.

 

[Thodian]

I was trying to get marpe. They wanted to get my wisdom teeth out so i went to a specialist and he told me he won’t do it because it’s too risky. I would have to be operated where they take a part of my jaw bone so the tooth can be accessed and that could result in many things like nerve damage. My parents don’t really want to take the risk and i can’t do it without their permission. I’m scared of killing myself your right i wanted to OD but can’t really get anything to do that on.

Dont kys, do filler do softmaxes get on roids and make it brah