soulless_npc
angels & demons
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i'm turning 30 in the middle of this month and I'm a virgin
I didn't start shaving face and neck twice a week until 29, i didn't have hairy pits or a deep raspy voice until late 20s, barely even had a noticeable happy trail until 29 and around the same time my cock got bigger too. also got hairier legs / arms and got a little taller. people guess me to be as young as 19 and no older than 25. no hair on my chest.
but I had an eating disorder and starved myself when I was younger and I also smoked a lot of pot. pot is estrogenic and if you do it when you're that young and not developed it fucks up your hormones. I think I have an issue specifically with HGH and DHT the latter of which is all the actual secondary sexual characteristics which are dimorphic and usually exclusive to men.
I've wondered whether I'm XXY but afaik XXY guys never grow facial hair at all. also I have male musculature and all its just the actual androgenic features. mostly concerned with cock growth.
or maybe I'm just psychosomatic.
I'm wondering whether there's anything these people can actually do. I feel like I got robbed of a huge portion of my life. I dropped out of college worked a million shitty jobs got my own apartment but I've never even have a sex life like most fucking teenagers do because physiologically I was like a kid for ten years.
and smoking weed that young also potentially gave me depersonalization, bipolar disorder and schizophrenia for life
I didn't start shaving face and neck twice a week until 29, i didn't have hairy pits or a deep raspy voice until late 20s, barely even had a noticeable happy trail until 29 and around the same time my cock got bigger too. also got hairier legs / arms and got a little taller. people guess me to be as young as 19 and no older than 25. no hair on my chest.
but I had an eating disorder and starved myself when I was younger and I also smoked a lot of pot. pot is estrogenic and if you do it when you're that young and not developed it fucks up your hormones. I think I have an issue specifically with HGH and DHT the latter of which is all the actual secondary sexual characteristics which are dimorphic and usually exclusive to men.
I've wondered whether I'm XXY but afaik XXY guys never grow facial hair at all. also I have male musculature and all its just the actual androgenic features. mostly concerned with cock growth.
or maybe I'm just psychosomatic.
I'm wondering whether there's anything these people can actually do. I feel like I got robbed of a huge portion of my life. I dropped out of college worked a million shitty jobs got my own apartment but I've never even have a sex life like most fucking teenagers do because physiologically I was like a kid for ten years.
and smoking weed that young also potentially gave me depersonalization, bipolar disorder and schizophrenia for life