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since the beginning of my life, i was never really able to connect with normies or with average normal people, everything they did, it made no sense to me and i felt completely alienated every time.
i used to be cute asf pre puberty, all my sisters friends would kiss me and talk to me and all that, call me cute and even click pictures with me, even back then i still did not liked all that validation.
a lot of people, specially men say they cannot live without validation, love, friends, sex, they feel lonely all the time and even deppresed, but i cannot connect with them.
heck even marriages, i never liked the idea of marriages, spending money on a big fat wedding, or marrying a wmn, having kids and all that bitch ass things, even when i was a
cuck slave.
I only developed feelings for wmn two times in my life, one when i was about 14 years old and once again for a different wmn, that oneitis love at first sight hormonal shit lasted for about 15 days each time, since then i have became completely numb and no amount of wmn, no matter how beautiful she is makes me go crazy.
i have been invited to parties, travelling, even by young wmn, even today for new year celebration, but i denied, getting high and then talking rubbish, muh party, i never really liked that, it seems like a lot of people here want to get invited to parties by wmn, and have fun, party etc.
i have it all, i am tired of saying "NO" to my people all the time but i simply never feel like " i am missing out".
i have been like this since the beginning, @CupOfCoffee you wanted to have a high IQ discussion, there you go.
@DwayneWhite55
why am i like this? why i never felt normal emotions like an average guy, i never liked any love movie, love songs either never watched or listened to even a single such song, but pretty much everyone else 99% would do that, its impossible for me to connect to an average human being.
infact i liked cars, computers, silicone valley and tech etc more than wmn when i was in my puberty, i still remmember when i was 16 years old i would download photos of sports cars for hours and keep learning about technology.
what is wrong with me? MB test shows that i am INTJ but i think its BS.
i used to be cute asf pre puberty, all my sisters friends would kiss me and talk to me and all that, call me cute and even click pictures with me, even back then i still did not liked all that validation.
a lot of people, specially men say they cannot live without validation, love, friends, sex, they feel lonely all the time and even deppresed, but i cannot connect with them.
heck even marriages, i never liked the idea of marriages, spending money on a big fat wedding, or marrying a wmn, having kids and all that bitch ass things, even when i was a
cuck slave.I only developed feelings for wmn two times in my life, one when i was about 14 years old and once again for a different wmn, that oneitis love at first sight hormonal shit lasted for about 15 days each time, since then i have became completely numb and no amount of wmn, no matter how beautiful she is makes me go crazy.
i have been invited to parties, travelling, even by young wmn, even today for new year celebration, but i denied, getting high and then talking rubbish, muh party, i never really liked that, it seems like a lot of people here want to get invited to parties by wmn, and have fun, party etc.
i have it all, i am tired of saying "NO" to my people all the time but i simply never feel like " i am missing out".
i have been like this since the beginning, @CupOfCoffee you wanted to have a high IQ discussion, there you go.
@DwayneWhite55
why am i like this? why i never felt normal emotions like an average guy, i never liked any love movie, love songs either never watched or listened to even a single such song, but pretty much everyone else 99% would do that, its impossible for me to connect to an average human being.
infact i liked cars, computers, silicone valley and tech etc more than wmn when i was in my puberty, i still remmember when i was 16 years old i would download photos of sports cars for hours and keep learning about technology.
what is wrong with me? MB test shows that i am INTJ but i think its BS.
