What keeps me from going off the edge?

[Deleted member 11126]

Idk what is keeping me from losing my sanity. Parents gave up on me had to move out friends all moved on in college have gfs or nice careers awaiting them. My ex views me as a pathetic failure and I still haven't gotten over her.

Really no friends family gf nothing anymore. I am reaching loneliness I never thought possible this entire looksmax account might as well be one long suicide note at this point.

 

[Deleted member 11126]

I really realized it can always get worse even the worst days of my life 2 years ago were amazing compared to today.

I'll be homeless soon it might be an improvement though to my current life

 

[Deleted member 11126]

@thecel why am I able to keep living why won't my brain let me give up and die?

I wish I knew how good I had it. If old me saw my current state I would have roped I always assumed I'd fix it or die before it got this bad I guess I never counted on being a spineless coward.

 

[Deleted member 24712]

why won't my brain let me give up and die?

All it takes is 4 seconds of bravery

 

[Deleted member 11126]

All it takes is 4 seconds of bravery

Went on a roof for 1 hour but my body just refused to let me take the final step off the building.

 

[Deleted member 24712]

Went on a roof for 1 hour but my body just refused to let me take the final step off the building.

You just have to do it in the heat of the moment bro

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

All it takes is 4 seconds of bravery

You're a fucking moron, shut the fuck up.

However. My creepy sensor suggests you are @Witheredly90 thus a transgender faggot needing attention.

Only faggots think about suicide. Real men face life's challenges with a grin. "More, motherfucker!" We don't whine and cry about obstacles like a little CCP bitch. We deal with it!

 

[Deleted member 24712]

You're a fucking moron, shut the fuck up.

However. My creepy sensor suggests you are @Witheredly90 thus a transgender faggot needing attention.

Only faggots think about suicide. Real men face life's challenges with a grin. "More, motherfucker!" We don't whine and cry about obstacles like a little CCP bitch. We deal with it!