What may be the closest mental illness to my extreme anxiety?

[DarknLost]

Could any high IQcel guess?
I think this is is far way worse then just pure social anxiety. Closest I can think of is Aspergers
I fear to even make eye contact with people. Once someone looks at me for more than a second,or sometimes even less then a second,I automatically come to extreme shock and start shaking,then ofcourse look away from the fear. I dont really have an idea whats the reason behind this. Maybe I fear from getting laughed at,it happened alot to me in my childhood

 

[Robert01]

when someone stares at me I just get really angry. I HATE being singled out.

 

[Vitruvian]

Being gay

 

[Deleted member 2119]

You're ugly.

 

[Butthurt Dweller]

I used to be like that OP, like tomoko kuroki. Become alcoholic until you dgaf

 

[Pietrosiek]

Idk dude. I Have some bad memories from childhood so sometimes i have autism attack when someone Says something that remind me of it. That's May be reason why i have that fear.