
Cateater55
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Im suffering from severe depression. Feeling no joy from relationships friendships social altercations in general since im 14 till 18 now and have no motivation for anything graduated our high school through luck and sympathy. Right now im coping through it with alcohol and weed so I can socialise with ppl and make it somewhat enjoyable. Im 6´1 high mtn-low htn so I think it isnt a looks problem more so a fucked up childhood/ brain chemistry problem. Does anyone have expiriences with medications or substances in general that can turn me into a functioning human. Tried ssris but they made things even worse so i stopped them. Or should I just blast roids and get a rhino because I need to be mid-high htn to enjoy life.